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  <title>Spontaneous Musings</title>
  <subtitle>from a curious soul</subtitle>
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    <name>shadowkat</name>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2274445</id>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-04-22T21:24:00</title>
    <published>2026-04-23T01:53:03Z</published>
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    <content type="html">My back and neck have been bugging me today, along with my right knee. I blame the weather, and arthritis. And sitting at a desk all day. And the commute. Oh well, at least I scheduled my lab work. Now, I just have to schedule three more doctor appointments and two x-rays. And figure out where to do it around my schedule.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And try not to worry about the stupid union going on strike. Folks were worrying over it in line to get cookies at Insominac Cookies today. A strike would effectively shut down a good portion of the city and all of Long Island - it would be a nightmare for everybody - which is why I'm against it. The Insominac Cookie Clerk decided I deserved a free cookie and a discount - since I come in every day or every other day. I got three cookies today as a result, one was free, and I only paid $5.58 for all three of the home-made, freshly baked, chewey, warm cookies - and the cookies are medium size. I was in heaven. Insominac has the best gluten free cookies anywhere. I've not had better gluten-free cookies anywhere - the closest I've come to these are Heritage. They are even better than home-made tollhouse cookies and the old Mrs. Fields that I had prior to being diagnosed with Ceiliac. You've not had cookies until you've had these. Yum.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wish there was a pill or something I could take - to get more patience. I feel I've almost reached my limit?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mother thinks I've a phenomenal amount of patience. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Apparently folks in the publishing realm and in educational circles have decided that people are writing with AI, if:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* they are using em -- dashes.&lt;br /&gt;* semicolons &lt;br /&gt;* proper word syntax&lt;br /&gt;* coma usage&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, we live in a world in which -- if you have learned to write well or know proper grammar usage, you are considered a robot. So, from now on - if anyone checks my grammar or syntax - can I accuse them of being a bot? Yeah, that'll end well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chloe Zhao was apparently interviewed (prior to the cancellation of the Buffy pilot) on the Buffy ships. (Damn, they must all be very disappointed that the Revival was cancelled - since they marketed the hell out of the pilot.) &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2274445.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As an aside? I'd rather have a continuation of Buffy in animated form, than a continuation of Firefly. We've enough stuff like Firefly out there, I mean come on - Star Trek, BSG, Farscape, Star Wars, Expanse (which is a lot better by the way), etc... Firefly wasn't that good. I tried a re-watch and thought, damn, this is annoying in places - it may have gotten better. I should try again? I remember enjoying it, but I never really loved it. It was problematic? It kind of took the worst things in Westerns and threw them in the middle of a space opera, that reminded me a touch more of Space 1999 meets Star Wars? I'd have preferred more of Caprica - which was a bit more...innovative?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't see myself watching an animated Firefly. I barely watch animated Star Trek or Star Wars, and I liked those better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2274445" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2274200</id>
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    <title>This that and the other thingamagig</title>
    <published>2026-04-22T00:55:02Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-22T17:12:25Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Television Re-Watches&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I attempted to re-watch &lt;b&gt;Veronica Mars&lt;/b&gt; and &lt;i&gt;Firefly&lt;/i&gt; - but neither held my interest, and Veronica Mars - sigh, it neither dates well nor holds up. I remember liking this better when I first watched it? Maybe I wanted to like it? The writing and direction just aren't that good. And Bell doesn't quite sell the high school student vibe? The performances are more forced and less natural than the ones on Buffy - there's a scene with Veronica crying in about the seventh or eighth episode, and I don't buy it. Buffy cried - and I bought it. Also, Veronica isn't as likable nor is Keith, none of the characters are - and I think it's a dual problem, writing and direction. I can see why Rob Thomas's work didn't take off and Veronica Mars didn't last more than three seasons, and the revival didn't take off. I may try Firefly, again, not certain, don't really remember it all.  I only have a vague memory of most of the episodes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;April Question a Day Memage&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20.  Did you sleep well last night?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not really. I need to go to bed earlier. I've been getting to bed around 10:30, and as a result only sleep a little over 5 hours. Also getting up at 5:50 am. I slept longer, when I went to bed by 10 am, and slept until 6 am.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21.  If you could live anywhere in the world, where would that be?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;New York City. I really don't want to live anywhere else? It has ease of transportation, my favorite mode of transportation, is near water, has lots of trees, and a temperate climate. Plus lots of cultural pursuits, and is very diverse in population.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm a New Yorker, I think. It's going to be very hard to prod me out. NYC has kind of ruined me for anywhere else. You either take to this city and love it for life, or you can't wait to get out of it - and don't stay long. It's often one or the other. Also apparently, you either love Boston or NYC, not both. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maybe London would work? I remember loving London in the 1980s. I suck at languages, so it would have to be a place that spoke English as the official language. Also, I don't/can't drive any longer (yes, I drove once upon a time - long ago, in a galaxy far far away - it was called Kansas, and it was back in the 20th Century). I like trains. And I need trees.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Books&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To get out of the reading slump - I've embraced one of my go-to genres, Fantasy. And am exploring all the new fantasy novels out there. I have two favorite go-to genres - Fantasy and Science Fiction. (Then mystery and romance, and horror, and sigh, regular realistic fiction which more often than not tends to bore me? I need more plot and world-building than actually exists in realistic fiction.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I finished Illona Andrews "The Kinsmen Universe" novellas, Silver Shark and Silver Streak (I think), and stopped short of the soft core porn short story (Illona Andrews isn't that good at sex scenes, and I tend to roll my eyes?).  It was good. Not enough plot. But fast reads. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now? I'm reading &lt;i&gt;Gideon, the Ninth&lt;/i&gt; on my Kindle - it's a book about lesbian necromancers in Space. Gideon is attempting to escape a necromancer strong-hold. We'll see. I'm heterosexual - so lesbian stories sometimes work for me, and sometimes don't. It depends on the characters. Actually that's true of heterosexual stories too, so never mind. It came highly rec'd - mainly for the banter and laugh out loud sections, also emotional core. From various social media sources - people here, and random strangers on "Book Instagram" (I finally found "Book Instagram" - which is kind of like Book TikTok but far less annoying, and not quite as obnoxious with the marketing and pimping - not that I'm on TikTock - TikTock irritates me - and that's just from the posts folks throw at me from it on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram. It reminds me of the worst of Twitter - but with videos.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also making my way through &lt;i&gt;This Kingdom Will Not Kill Me by Illona Andrews&lt;/i&gt; - in hard cover (so I can only read it at home - although, I am debating lugging it to doctor's appointments). This book is a portal fantasy - except into a "GrimDark Fantasy World" (a la Game of Thrones without GRR Martin's abilities - so think a very watered down version of Game of Thrones?).  Portal Fantasy is not my favorite fantasy sub-genre?&lt;br /&gt;It's hard to pull off well - and Illona Andrews doesn't quite manage it? So far there are far too many information dumps, and way too much telling and not enough showing. Every time a character shows up - we get a couple of paragraphs, sometimes pages of character backstory, summarized by the protagonist based on her memory of the book's world. It's kind of like having a commentator with you as you read? CS Lewis did a better job with the portal fantasy in the Chronicles of Narnia, as did the guy who wrote The Magicians, which became a series. Long Live Evil - was atrocious, I couldn't get through it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also the world, which is GrimDark, is much nicer to the protagonist than it should be. It's kind of a comforting, romantic take on Game of Thrones, while at the same time making fun of Game of Thrones...or the fact that GRR Martin can't finish the series because he wrote himself into a corner and got writer's block as a result. (We're never going to see Winds of Winter.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Doctors...&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've finally figured out why people who see doctors are called patients. I'm surprised it took this long. It's kind of obvious when you think about it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2274200" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2273908</id>
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    <title>Dispatches...</title>
    <published>2026-04-21T02:02:26Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-21T02:02:26Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">1. My workplace's browser (MSN) shot an article at me today on the renewed, cancelled and still waiting television series. I'll see if I can find it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well I found it &lt;a href="https://www.scarymommy.com/entertainment/tv-shows-renewed-cancelled-2026"&gt;HERE on Scary Mommy (sigh don't ask) &lt;/a&gt; (does it by network and streaming channel) and via &lt;a href="https://editorial.rottentomatoes.com/article/renewed-and-cancelled-tv-shows-2026/"&gt; Rotten Tomatoes&lt;/a&gt; (does it alphabetically),&lt;br /&gt;and &lt;a href="https://www.tvline.com/lists/cancelled-renewed-tv-shows-2026-scorecard/"&gt; Tv Line&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;a href="https://www.metacritic.com/news/tv-renew-cancel-scorecard/"&gt; Metacritic&lt;/a&gt; (which is more up to date than Scary Mommy, not surprising in the least).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Interesting, albeit not surprising, sidebar? Paramount is cancelling all the Star Trek in favor of all of the Taylor Sheridan modern (also uber violent) Westerns. (I'm feeling validated for cancelling Paramount and boycotting CBS. Honestly, people were willing to unsubscribe to Disney for Jimmy Kimmel, but not unsubscribe from Paramount for Star Trek and cancelling Colbert? People? Really?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Gone are the days, I can just list them. There's too many. It would take me hours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Listened to a podcast - with Juliet Landau interviewing David Greenwalt.&lt;br /&gt;Landau is great at interviewing folks. She barely talks and just lets them talk, with various targeted questions that spur them to say more about the business, and she, for the most part, avoids problematic topics. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Take away? Greenwalt's reward for doing Buffy was supposed to be - joining the writing and producing team for the X-Files. But Greenwalt states that he couldn't write for the X-Files. He just couldn't write that type of television series. When Landau asked why, he said that he needed an emotional arc or an emotional core - that his writing was more character based and emotion based. He said that while the X-Files is brilliantly written - it has no emotional core. It's just not there, and he couldn't write for it because of that. The network apparently wanted Mulder and Scully to kiss in the first episode, and the writers fought against it and won. Which was the right decision - it wouldn't have worked at all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;X-Files is plot based, not character based. You literally could put anyone in it and it would for the most part work - a skeptic and a true believer.&lt;br /&gt;That's actually a hard format to pull off well. Emotion based is easier.&lt;br /&gt;Plot based can get redundant and old fast. X-Files had good writers: Tim Minear came from the X-Files as did Vince Gillian.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I didn't like the X-Files that much - for two reasons? 1) I don't really like hyper-realistic horror. I like my horror unrealistic. Also alien invasion/government conspiracy stories irritate me - it's most likely a side effect of being forced to watch a lot of 1950s, 1960s and 1970s sci-fi alien invasion/government conspiracy series/ and B movies as a child. My best friend at the time loved that shit. 2) It's a by the books, plot procedural with no emotional base - and I'm a bit like Greenwalt, I need the emotional arc. I get bored or my attention starts to wander if I don't have that. I'm more character than plot oriented, most people tend to be one or the other? Some are both. I preferred Fringe? It was less hyper-realistic scary, and had more of an emotional core.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Listened to Nerd Subculture - which is an Australian Podcast Series on well, American television series? It's not very good. FB kept throwing snatches of it at me. So I gave it a try. They lost me in their analysis of Beneath You. (It's a couple, one has seen the series, one hasn't.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273908.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2273908" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2273738</id>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-04-19T18:04:00</title>
    <published>2026-04-19T23:23:45Z</published>
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    <content type="html">April Question a Day Memage:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18.  How often do you listen to the radio? If you do, what kind of things do you listen to (talk/pop/classical)?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't really listen to the radio? But if I do - it's usually music, and a mix. I have an Apple Music account - so I just download music, and its unlimited.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19.  In 1934, Shirley Temple starred in her first film. Have you ever seen any of her films?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. In law school during the 1990s, I had a friend who adored Shirley Temple films - so we binge watched a few of them. (I'm not a fan - Temple annoyed me. So, I suffered through them? Also saw a lot of them in the 1970s during the afternoon movie. I've suffered through Shirley Temple, Godzilla, Elvis, Frankie and Annette Beach Party, Sandra Dee, and Kurt Russell films in the 70s. The best were the Kurt Russell films. )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;We didn't have cable or streaming back then - so the pickings were kind of slim?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Started watching &lt;b&gt;From&lt;/b&gt; on Prime, although it's an MGM + series. It's rather good.  Surprisingly so. I don't find it scary so much as...suspenseful with an air of dread? Also kind of gory, but not overly violent. It's a common enough horror trope - made rather popular in the 1950s and 60s, actually (Twilight Zone and the Outer Limits loved this trope) - in which a group of people find themselves stuck in a town or specific local, there's no way out, and monsters hunt them at night. All they have to depend on is each other - which being human beings whose default is selfish entitled stupid asshole syndrome, isn't necessarily helpful? In these series, it's really the human beings that cause all the problems. Actually that's true in most horror tales. Let's face it - the worst monster is well, us.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The setup is written rather well - or the trap. I enjoyed the first episode, and the tension didn't let up and delivered.  It has some nice jump scares. Stars Harold Perrineau of LOST, except with a much bigger role - he's the lead. (Note LOST is part of this particular horror trope - and among the better entries. Where folks are stuck somewhere and keep trying to escape, yet keep finding themselves back there.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Online kerfuffles&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People will fight about anything online. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I joined a Gluten Free for Beginner's Site on FB, and they keep breaking out into fights on that site.&lt;br /&gt;It's painful.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273738.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, there are still, STILL, idiotic judgemental holier than thou kerfuffles over Spike/Buffy and the attempted sexual assault in Seeing Red. That episode happened over 25 years ago? Seriously, people. Get a grip. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And, sigh, political kerfuffles over literally everything you can think of.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been battling a sinus headache verging on a migraine, with vertigo lurking in the background all day long. It's made me irritable. I blame it on the weather, allergies, and neck issues. It's also made it hard to do any exercises. I just want to sit very still and pray it goes away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It appears to be dissipating now, along with the storm clouds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2273738" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>The Pitt and a few other things...</title>
    <published>2026-04-19T15:01:24Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-19T15:07:08Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Finished &lt;b&gt;The Pitt S2&lt;/b&gt; and here's &lt;a href="https://archive.is/gtpn0"&gt;an interview with Noah Wyle&lt;/a&gt;, producer, writer, director and star of The Pitt (he wrote the 14th Episode). I admittedly started watching it because of Noah Wyle (well that and I have a weakness for medical dramas). Now I love most if not all the characters. It's my favorite show at the moment. The Bear is close second.  The only two characters I wasn't overly fond of - left the show during S1 or are about to. So, lucky me? I'm ignoring the fandom, because it's insane and doesn't appear to understand how television works. Sigh. Online fandom has become increasingly insane and insufferable since the early 00s, which considering it wasn't exactly sane to begin with... The nerd fandom is a little less crazy but not nearly as insufferable (nerds don't tend to ship romantic pairings (or care who is with whom) and are more into debating consistency issues, such as why is Spike's reflection visible in the glass of that store, along with the nitty gritty details of how a worm hole actually works and can you really fly that that thing through space - which is much easier to deal with.) (I miss the days in which I didn't know shows like the Pitt had a fandom.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Pitt is not a melodrama. Even if the crazy marketing folks online keep trying to pretend it is. It's a strict medical procedural that is hyper-realism, kind of like Homicide Life on the Streets was or Law and Order, or This is Going to Hurt (except more so than that). &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyhow it was a good season. And I found it relatable and comforting. In the interview, Wyle provides five reasons for why it works so well and how it differs from other medical dramas (I'm a medical drama fan - so have seen all of them.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Five things that make the Pitt work so well&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"“It’s a couple of things that work beautifully in concert.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1.) &lt;b&gt;No music.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273355.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2) &lt;b&gt;Shooting it with almost exclusively 50-millimeter or 65-millimeter lenses, which is the most comparable to the human eye—and only shooting from the point of view of a human being that’s present in this space. &lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273355.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3) &lt;b&gt; Taking place in real time. &lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273355.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;4). &lt;b&gt; The election went the other way,”&lt;/b&gt;  he says with a shrug. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273355.html#cutid4"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5.) &lt;b&gt; This is essentially competence porn.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273355.html#cutid5"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note, while the article may have spoilers, the above does not, and if anything tells you whether you'd enjoy the series. It's not for everyone? I don't like criminal procedurals for example - for some of the same reasons a lot of folks don't like medical dramas.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I completed &lt;b&gt;Grantchester S2&lt;/b&gt; as well. It surprised me, and not necessarily in a good way. I thought it was swinging more towards hyper-realism than, well it actually is? At the end of the final episode of S2, &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___6" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273355.html#cutid6"&gt;major spoilers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___6" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was very warm this past week, but over the past three days it's cooled a bit, and we're back to spring like temperatures. It's in the 50s and upper 40s today, overcast, with a slight breeze. Rain is in the forecast. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;While this did affect my health a bit, it didn't as much as usual - ie. no vertigo. Which means what I'm taking to fend off the vertigo and doing to fend it off - seems to be working? I still think it is a combination of neck and sinus issues. The neck resulting in the vestibular, the sinus resulting in the headaches.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had troubles getting to sleep last night. Spent time before bed on social media - which probably caused it. I got triggered - and as a result, my brain wouldn't shut off. But, I found a cure finally? My Calm App - I used two separate sleep meditations which managed to calm my brain and dis-spell the onslaught of negative thoughts churned up by time wasted on the internet. Note to self - stay off the internet at night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2273355" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2273181</id>
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    <title>Catching up on Question a Day Memage among other things..</title>
    <published>2026-04-18T02:20:35Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-18T02:21:28Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">April Question a Day memage:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;11.  Have you ever flown a kite?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. When I was a kid - which was sometime in the 1970s?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;12.  What’s your favourite breed of dog?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am partial to spaniels, but also adore collies.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;13.  Have you ever volunteered to do something long-term?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. I worked with the Legal Aid Association of Western Missouri and the Domestic Violence Coalition as a volunteer for about a year or well over in the 1990s. And, volunteered with a social justice organization in my church for about two-three years. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;14.  It’s &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QYFPXtMZkE8"&gt;International Laverbread Day&lt;/a&gt;. Have you ever tried it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No. (Per the youtube link, it is essentially seaweed turned into a kind of a paste. Richard Burton called it the Welsh Cavier.) The Wiki link wouldn't come up for some reason, instead I got an AI description and well the youtube link on what it is. They call it laverbread - because they knead the seaweed, and to eat it - mix it with oatmeal and use bacon grease to make it into cakes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The youtube link is kind of fun and informative - it's an Asian woman trying Welsh Laverbread and showing how to make it. I enjoyed it more than reading a Wiki entry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;15.  Leonardo Da Vinci was born today in 1452. What comes to mind when you think of Leonardo?  Have you ever seen one of his works?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mona Lisa, also The Anatomical Jesus and the Last Supper. Or the Da Vinci Code - which my parents thrust on me when I visited them in the early 00s.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16.  In 1922, Annie Oakley set a women's record by breaking 100 clay targets in a row. Have you ever been clay pigeon shooting?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17.  Have you ever seen bats flying in your area? Have you ever seen a bat up close or seen a bat house attached to a tree?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. Fruit Bats are rather common on the East Coast. And when I was a kid in West Chester, Pa - I saw them all the time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Having quite a bit of down-time at work (albeit not nearly as much as many television actors and retail employees do, or flagmen for that matter), I listened to actor podcasts while playing with a spreadsheet. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's a trend now. Actor podcasts. Not everyone has them. Just the struggling actors who require side-hustles. And considering there's a 99% unemployment rate in professional acting? There's a lot of actors hunting side-hustles. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The podcasts range from:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1.  actors re-watching the television shows they were in over 20 years ago, and somehow never got around to watching until now. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273181.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Charisma's Bitch is Back much like Landau's Revamped and Sackoff's podcasts, have interviews with lots of old cast mates and friends. Charisma did one with Seth Green - and they discuss trying out varieties of psychedelic drugs. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273181.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Seth does explain why he had issues with Buffy. Even though, generally speaking, he enjoyed the experience and appreciated working with Joss - and had known Joss, Sarah and Hannigan for a long time. He grew up with Sarah and Aly. Also Green was in the original Buffy film - his scene was cut. He played a vampire with bad teeth. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273181.html#cutid3"&gt;Green and Charisma's difficulties on Buffy&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Actors interviewing other actors (usually their friends and fellow cast mates - ie. other struggling actors)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Michael Rosenbloom does "Inside of You" - he's a good interviewer but the ad breaks are annoying. He knows a lot of people - so he has a good range of guests on his series, and he gets a lot of information from them. He also talks a lot about mental illness and therapy on his series. And how difficult it is to work in the business and get work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I listened to one with Jensen Ackles (Supernatural, The Boys, etc) - which was interesting. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2273181.html#cutid4"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Others are:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Jonathan Frakes and Brent Spiner - Dropping Names (a fun one is where they invite Alan Tyduke and Nathan Fillon over, who in turn pimp their podcast Once We Were Spacemen).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Alan Tyduke and Nathan Fillon - Once We Were Spacemen (which is mostly them riffing)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Maurice Bernard - State of Mind (has a lot of soap actors, along with other celebrities of sports, music and acting) - discusses mental illness (take away? An alarming number of soap opera actors have bi-polar disease.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Katee Sack-Off - she interviews a lot of folks prior to doing the rewatch&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;James Marsters and Mark Devine - Schmactors, and VidIdiots&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There are more, obviously, I just don't feel like rambling all of them off?&lt;br /&gt;When I say it's the latest trend - I'm not exaggerating. Actors have a lot of side hustles. They kind of have to? Acting is a difficult profession to make a living in.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2273181" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2272831</id>
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    <title>Still dwadling along..somehow...</title>
    <published>2026-04-17T02:13:30Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-17T02:13:30Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Sigh, I continue to collect doctors. Price of growing older, I guess? &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272831.html#cutid1"&gt;health issues..which are seemingly endless&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Books...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm making my way through two Illona Andrews books, one in hardcover, &lt;i&gt;This Kingdom Will Not Kill Me&lt;/i&gt; - which is lovely (in that I'm really enjoying it - the heroine is clever, strategic and not a killer and it has engaging characters and banter - if a touch pedestrian in the description department. I prefer good dialogue to description anyhow, so not an issue. And right now, the brain doesn't want all that much description.)  but I've little time to read it? I can't cart it with me to and from work. Too bulky.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And..."The Silver Streak?" I think that's the name of it? It's the second novella in the Kinsmen series. More science fiction than fantasy. It has a neat subversive take on the personal assistant/powerful boss romantic trope. The set up is: &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272831.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I like Andrews - partly because their novels remind me a little of ones I've written or stories I've told. Not exact, but similar vibe.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Andrews is also more into weird nerdy details than the mere description of interiors. They briefly state what everything looks like - kind of like, okay now I have to tell you what they are wearing and where they are - done - off to the more interesting bits - such as how does one buy or rent a house in this place? Or how does a bio-network work. While other writers give you specific details on clothing, attire, and scenery, but skimp on how you rent a house or get into an Inn.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Silver Streak provides details on the job. I'm a fan of books showing me what folks do for a living and how they do it - and I prefer jobs that aren't glamour (fashion, magazine editor, novelist, singer, chef) or educator. (Too many writers write about professions they've done, and folks - after the fourth book - student, professor, writer, editor - gets really boring. I'd rather read about a pilot or an intelligence officer.) Books that skimp over that sort of thing, tend to annoy me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The result of International Buffy Day? Hard to say. We live in a very noisy world? &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272831.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A spot of ...good news? Apparently it is illegal for anyone "living" to appear on a US coin, postage stamp, currency of any kind, bond...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.oregonlive.com/politics/2026/03/trump-commemorative-coin-spurs-portland-man-to-act-it-bugged-me.html"&gt; Trump Commemorative Coin Spurs Portland Man to Act - it Bugged Me&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272831.html#cutid4"&gt;Blurb&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(Most of the article is distressingly beneath a pay wall. And no, I refuse to subscribe. I'm having issues getting rid of the subscriptions I already have.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh by the way...&lt;a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Rook_(miniseries)"&gt; The Rook by Daniel O'Malley&lt;/a&gt; was turned into a television series - adapted by Stephanie Meyer (Twilight - yes that one) of all people - but she left after two episodes due to creative differences.&lt;br /&gt;There was only eight episodes and it was Starz in US and Virgin TV Ultra HD in the UK, until Starz cancelled it in 2020.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'd like to find it - but it may be impossible. It got mixed reviews.&lt;br /&gt;Good acting, bad pacing. (Which was actually my difficulty with the book - interesting characters and world building, bad pacing.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The heat affecting the rest of the country, finally caught up with NYC this week. We've been in the upper 80s and made it to 90 degrees in some areas (mainly mid-town Manhattan and upstate) over the past three days. It only made it to 83-85 degrees in my area - I'm near the water. Still hot though.&lt;br /&gt;But I didn't mind it that much. My knees didn't hurt as much. When it's warmer, I don't hurt. Which most likely means cold climates may be out for retirement? I won't be able to move without pain.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2272831" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2272632</id>
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    <title>Happy First Annual International Buffy Day!!</title>
    <published>2026-04-15T02:04:00Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-15T02:04:47Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Decided to celebrate with a rewatch of The Prom, and a bit of a listen to Once More With Feeling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/shadowkat67/pseuds/shadowkat67/works?fandom_id=22001796"&gt; Link to an insane amount of meta on Buffy the Vampire Slayer&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(There may be some fic in there?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And a dialogue drabble :&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272632.html#cutid1"&gt;Pesky television characters - they never do what you want them to...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2272632" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Saturday blues...of varying degrees...</title>
    <published>2026-04-12T01:16:10Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-12T01:18:46Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">The doctor wants to insert a gell into my knee which will act as lubricant or an oil job for the knee - or a cushion. Evaluation is in two weeks.&lt;br /&gt;Then three weeks of injections, if insurance goes for it. Mother informs me this is standard practice - apparently she's had it done multiple times.&lt;br /&gt;Also the stiff leg is normal. Plus, I appear to be walking more than most people do. (I average anywhere between 4,000- 10,000 steps a day depending on the day of the week.) They said walking and being mobile was a good thing, and to make sure I stand periodically. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This spiel motivated me to walk from the Doctor's office on Atlantic and Henry Street to the subway station on Smith and 2nd street. Which is approximately a 15-20 block hike or a little over a mile. I stopped along the way - in the B&amp;N book store to pick up a few books (mainly the latest book by Illona Andrews - which is the first I've actually found in hardcover in a book store along with B&amp;N's tote - bag of books). I spent way too much at B&amp;N, they talked me into their premium membership card.&lt;br /&gt;(Which I will most likely live to regret - already regretting it.) Note to self - stop going to book stores after doctor's appointments.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The books, I grabbed were for the most part across genres.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. &lt;a href="https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/this-kingdom-will-not-kill-me-ilona-andrews/1147243770"&gt; This Kingdom Will Not Kill Me by Illona Andrews&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's a portal fantasy, and a kind of satire of portal fantasy novels. The protagonist, Maggie, finds herself naked and muddy and alone in the world of the fantasy novels she knows by heart. But these aren't princess riding unicorns style fantasy novels, they are more along the lines of Game of Thrones fantasy novels. She has no powers, no friends, just her knowledge of the novels and the world depicted to an extent within them, and the fact that for some reason or other she can't die. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sample?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272496.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Pets book. Book and I are going to get along famously. Only one problem - I read it better with contacts and reading glasses. Bi-focals not so much.&lt;br /&gt;But it does mean I can read it on subways - if I desire - even if it is a hard back book that takes up space in the backpack. Also has a very pretty cover. It's love at first sight. (I fall in love with books all the time. Books, music, movie and television shows. People - I've increasingly become leery of.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Also picked up &lt;b&gt;"A Walk in the Park - the true story of a spectacular misadventure in the Grand Canyon by Kevin Fedarku"&lt;/b&gt; - per the back cover: &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;" Shortly after quitting his job to pursue the ill-advised ambition of becoming a white-water guide on the Colorado River, Kevin Fedarko was approached by his best friend, National Geographic photographer Pete McBride, with a vision as bold as it was harebrained. Together, they would embark on an end-to-end traverse of the Grand Canyon, a journey that McBride promised would be a walk in the park.  Against his better judgement, Fedarko agreed - despite being dimly aware that there is no trail spanning the entire canyon and that the tiny cluster of experts who had actually completed the crossing billed it as the " toughest hike in the world"." [ It has pictures. And was Winner of the National Outdoor Book Award and Andrew Carnegie Medal for Excellence in Non-Fiction...] It's in large paperback.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. The others are also large paperbacks, with bigger print than average paperback novels. &lt;b&gt;"The Lies of Locke LaMora by Scott Lynch"&lt;/b&gt; a fantasy novel about a con gone famously wrong, with lots of twists. &lt;b&gt;"The God of the Woods by Liz Moore"&lt;/b&gt; - in Large Print paperback - it's a mystery novel. When a teenager goes missing from her Adirondack summer camp - two worlds collide. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And some tea - Honey Lavender Black Tea from the Republic of Tea.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After that - I went grocery shopping at Union, picked up various gluten free items, and to Planted for a gluten free jelly donut (it was okay) and a chocolate chip cookie (gluten-free) - also okay. Not really worth the price of admission, so to speak.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Today was pretty. But I spent it inside sorting through clothing and yanking out spring clothes for 50s-80s weather. It's supposed to warm up next week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Been in a grumpy irritable mood of late (hence the book buying) - so I'm glad the doctor's appointment on Friday went quickly and well. Part of it is due to physical issues. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272496.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*  Insominac Cookies Vegan Chocolate Chip Cookies are by far - the best gluten-free chocolate chip cookies I've had from any establishment in my life. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* The only other good gluten-free chocolate chip cookies are from &lt;a href="https://www.bakerislandfoods.com/"&gt; Bakery Island Foods - Chocolate Chunk Gluten Free Cookie Dough&lt;/a&gt;.  It's excellent - I got it from Union. (I couldn't remember where I got it - so was happy to see it at Union again and grabbed two packages of it.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I spend more on groceries - because of my diet restrictions. Gluten Free + Carb Free + Sugar Free + Fresh vegetables/Fruits and Fish and Eggs. Cheap groceries = pain and suffering.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5.  Fandom Entertainment News&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* The International Buffy Fandom is plotting a major protest and various activities in connection with it on April 14, Buffy's Birthday - aka &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CauzomcUGgU"&gt; International Buffy Day&lt;/a&gt; - with the first celebration happening on April 14.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"International Buffy Day is both a celebration and a protest, a global show of solidarity from Scoobies everywhere.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;How to get involved:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272496.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* "X-men Film Reboot News" - &lt;a href="https://deadline.com/2026/04/xmen-reboot-director-jake-schreier-beef-the-bear-marvel-1236784131/"&gt; X-men reboot director has hired the show-runners of BEEF and The Bear to write the script&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272496.html#cutid4"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aBlsrtxuwss"&gt;Spiderman: Brand New Day&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s1-pfiVMKAs"&gt; Super Girl - Woman of Tomorrow&lt;/a&gt; - about Super Girl saving her dog and getting revenge in space. Actually this flick looks really good. I think they finally found someone who understands the DC Universe to show run these flicks?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRHbh3fK-y0"&gt; Avengers: Doomsday - all the official trailers so far&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;a href="https://www.gamesradar.com/upcoming-star-wars-movies/"&gt; Star Wars Films currently in the works&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. &lt;b&gt;Television&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Watched this week's The Pitt, and Robby really resonated with me. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2272496.html#cutid5"&gt;spoilers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I realized recently when people say - I just want to go home (my father and grandmother said it all the time prior to their deaths, almost on an hourly basis) - they aren't talking about a place on earth, a house, or even family - but home, the source, where their "energy" originated from.  To go back home to their source. Because being energy beings in degenerating meat sacks on a swiftly turning planet in the vast vacuum of space with oh such creatures on it - can be wondrous at times, but also deeply painful and often at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been struggling not to lash out. Suppressing the impulse to verbally smack folks upside the head for being idiots - has grown wearisome.  Off to watch Daredevil kick some asses.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2272496" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-04-10T11:50:00</title>
    <published>2026-04-10T17:05:39Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Took the day off for what amounts to a 15-20 minute knee doctor's appointment at 2:40pm, the commute to it will take longer - well that and the wait time. Although, according to the PT - my knee doctor is world-renowned or nationally renowned, and people come from all over to see him. (Probably explains why he sees 30 patients a day.) No, the knee isn't really getting that much better. It's less painful. But still problematic.&lt;br /&gt;And PT asked if I was okay with doing the knee exercises for the rest of my life, every day? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Look, I just want to be able to occasionally walk a three-five miles without pain, and go up and down eight flights of steps. It's not like I want to run a marathon or play tennis or anything. Just do floor exercises, hike, kneel, and dash to the train.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Discovered this singer on Instagram:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=11v_0DItJxo&amp;amp;t=14s"&gt;Labor by Paris Palomar&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have to listen to the live version to get it. Also once you hear the final choral lyrics - it's hard to get them out of your head? Talk about earworms - although this is one - in a good way?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's a female primal scream at our toxic society. I can relate. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4.    Are there opportunities to go walking where you live? Do you take advantage of that?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. I walk everywhere. I don't own a car, nor take any. I walk and take the subway. There's two large parks nearby, with lots of green space.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5.    Pineapple on a pizza – yes, or no?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ewww. No. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6.    Is there a fashion or style from your youth that you wish would come back, or are you happy with how people dress these days?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I don't care that much about fashion, and don't really pay attention to the trends. When it comes to clothing - I just want to be comfortable and presentable. Fashion makes no sense to me - why unnecessarily hurt yourself to look pretty?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7.    It’s National Robotics Week – if you could have a personal robot, what would you like it to do for you?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Laundry. (I already have two robot vacuums - that handle vacuuming.) Also dusting would be nice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;8.    Have you ever played card games? If so, what’s your favourite game?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. I don't remember them after I play them well enough to answer? I don't even remember the names of them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;9.    It’s National Garlic Month – are you a fan? If so, what’s your favourite recipe using garlic?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. I don't remember or really follow recipes? I just add garlic to stuff - when it suits me? I'm an intuitive cook.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;10.  Do you often see wild birds in your backyard/garden/nearby open spaces? What are the most common ones you see in your area?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;pigeons. doves. cardinals. and sparrows. Also a handful of robins.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2272026" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-04-05T17:19:00</title>
    <published>2026-04-05T21:46:39Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-07T00:33:24Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Finished &lt;b&gt;Something Really Bad is Going to Happen&lt;/b&gt; - and while it did surprise me in places and was a lot more interesting than expected? I was kind of disappointed with it and found the ending kind of predictable?&lt;br /&gt;I'd say it was violent and gory - but everything is filmed at night with little to no lighting - so I couldn't exactly see the gore?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, Jennifer Jason Lee - is not aging well. (I always confuse her with Juliette Lewis - who is aging far better.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;James Marsters isn't aging well either - he's too thin and looks ten years older as a result. Tony Head looks younger, and he's ten years older. Nor is Gellar, Hannigan and Carpenter look younger and they are five to ten years older than Gellar. Maybe it's a good thing they didn't do the Buffy reboot? And maybe they should consider "animation"? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm in a bit of a television slump at the moment. I'm bored by things that shouldn't bore me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, reading slump returned. I made it a quarter of the way through &lt;s&gt;"Name of the Wind"&lt;/s&gt; [ETA: it's "Shadow of the Wind" (sorry for the confusion) - I keep confusing the two titles] before throwing in the towel. I didn't like the first person pov protagonist? I kept wanting to smack him. I've been feeling that way a lot lately? This overwhelming desire to smack folks. Very irritable for some reason or other. Restraining myself from doing so - requires more effort than usual. So, I jumped over to another Illona Andrews novel - Silver Blade - Kinsman Universe. We'll see if I stick with it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Bro asked if I'd seen Wonder Man? I tried. But I couldn't get past the fourth episode? It kept putting me to sleep. Same problem with Paradise.&lt;br /&gt;Also Succession. I have, however, made it through S1 of Grantchester. But S7 of Virgin River put me to sleep as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I think it is a mood thing?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Daredevil S2 is okay? I keep waiting for Jessica Jones to pop up, and keep getting disappointed that she hasn't yet? Stupid ads were misleading. (Granted, only three episodes have dropped.) Television is disappointing me at the moment?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The lengthy fight scenes and discussions in the dark are getting old. As is the endless and somewhat repetitive back and forth between Winston Fisk, his wife, and their assorted minions. Lili Taylor has really aged - dear god, I feel old. As has Mathew Lillard (who is younger than I am). Lillard's role is more interesting than Taylor's.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The weather is echoing my mood this weekend. Clouds with occasional sun, but mostly dusty grey clouds, rain, and in the 40s-low 60s, resulting in frequent battles with the radiators, not to mention bad sinus headaches.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I continue to be grateful for the following: apartment (which is rather nice and peaceful), job, and family however far away...but not painfully in my face. Also unsweetened hot coco with foamed milk, gluten free chocolate chip cookies, gluten free almond flour biscuit, and just the sound of tweeting birds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2271966" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>There is nothing remotely mainstream or typical to see here...</title>
    <published>2026-04-05T01:07:29Z</published>
    <updated>2026-04-05T01:10:20Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">1. Mostly overcast today, in the low sixties. Warmer than yesterday, thankfully, so no radiators. [ETA: Until nightfall, when it dropped into the forties - so they blasted them again and on went the A/C.] (My apartment building turns on the radiators whenever it dips below fifty-five degrees, or so it seems. As a result, the apartment gets rather warm, even though I have one of the radiators turned off and a window fan on. It also plays havoc with my allergies. So too does Spring and opening a window for that matter, because, ahem, tree pollen?)&lt;br /&gt;Narcissus are in bloom - and seem to be popular this year? While they are admittedly pretty, they also exude a perfume that gives me a headache - the metaphor is not lost on me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. I took a brief walk to Lofty Pigeons Book Store - in search of the new Illona Andrews Epic Fantasy novel "This Kingdom will Not Kill Me" but alas, it's too obscure  (non-mainstream) for the independent sellers, and only available through Barnes and Nobel, Amazon, Waterstones, and various European Booksellers. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271519.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. On Threads (I can't access Bluesky, no real loss), GA Aiken asked: "Have you ever considered quitting your job and following your dream? I'm thinking of quitting mine and becoming a full time writer."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My response: Depends on how much you enjoy marketing? Because novelists or professional freelance creative writers spend 80% of their time and money promoting and marketing themselves, and roughly 20% of it actually writing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271519.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've written a lot of books, only managed to publish one. Writing is easy, publishing and getting it out there on the other hand - is close to impossible. I know I'm speaking to the choir on this one - since most people who stumble upon this write and post mainly fanfic partly due to just that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Still battling the migraine/sinus headaches. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271519.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Television Meme found on various social media platforms:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Name Five Television Shows (Past or Present) to Know You By. (Best approach is not to think too hard about it and just name them)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Buffy the Vampire Slayer&lt;br /&gt;* Farscape&lt;br /&gt;* General Hospital&lt;br /&gt;* The Bear&lt;br /&gt;* The Pitt&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If you want to know why? You can ask? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. &lt;b&gt;Television Shows&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've tried a few that just didn't land for some reason or other. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271519.html#cutid4"&gt;television shows that didn't work for me&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*******&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Meanwhile.. I've been enjoying:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;b&gt;Grantchester&lt;/b&gt; S1 - with James Norton, the jazz loving priest in the 1950s. Watching it on Netflix. I like all the characters, and the murder mysteries are nicely done. It's a comfort series that is also a murder mystery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;b&gt;The Pitt&lt;/b&gt; S2 - a medical procedural about working in a high stress American inner city ER Department during a major holiday - in 2026.  It has got to be the most realistic medical procedural ever done. The emphasis is on procedural, and the effects of the situation and atmosphere on the individuals working in it. Takes place solely in the ER, and during a 15 hour shift. American inner city hospital staff often work 15 hour shifts, which is unheard of in various other countries (such as China). (I only know this because I dated a Chinese Doctor from Shanhai once upon a time.) This series does an excellent job of shining a light on the state of health care in the US right now. And I can verify that yes - that's exactly what a city ER looks like - I've been in several in NYC over the years, and they are all exactly like that. It's on HBO MAX. I find it oddly comforting and validating in a way that other medical procedurals aren't.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* &lt;b&gt;Daredevil S2&lt;/b&gt; - it's better than S1, I guess? Although I liked S1 better than most? It's harder to watch - since almost all the scenes are filmed at night - so another series I have to watch at night. They are expanding on Bullseye - PointDexter's character, and Karen's. They flipped the script on the comic a bit...&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271519.html#cutid5"&gt;spoiler&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt; which worked better for me for many reasons. Kudos to the writing team and Disney for doing that. It's also taking a very front and center stance on the whole ICE issue. (It's anti-ICE, actually anyone with a soul, a conscience, kind heart, and an iota of intelligence is anti-ICE. But it's good to see that Marvel and Disney are anti-ICE. So too is HBO and The PITT.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* And started watching...&lt;b&gt;Something Very Bad is Going to Happen&lt;/b&gt; - it's the new horror series produced by the Duffer Brothers, but written by someone else. (The Duffer Brothers are alas, better writers.) But it's definitely clever in places, and every episode has something really creepy happen in the middle of it. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___6" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271519.html#cutid6"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___6" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2271519" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2271177</id>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-03-27T21:37:00</title>
    <published>2026-03-28T02:40:12Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-28T02:40:12Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Another day, another dollar - or several dollars - hence the reason I got up at 6 am, got on the subway around 7 am, and lugged my sorry old ass to the tip of Manhattan and the eighteenth floor of a steel and glass building to work. My thirty-odd years in NYC has resulted in jumping between all sorts of office buildings and in just about every borough but Staten Island. (Which is good thing, because I'm not entirely sure how I'd commute to Staten Island from where I live?) I finally made into an office with a window and a few, and some semblance of privacy, it's still a cubicle - but at least it's a nice one.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Political Interactions on Threads or social media (that is not Dreamwidth), which is why I'm rarely on Threads? It makes me wish there were a lot more Darwin Awards.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2271177.html#cutid1"&gt;humorous if it wasn't true, which alas it is, so...anxiety inducing right now, humorous about 30-50 years from now, assuming of course anyone is still alive and we've not destroyed ourselves yet?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shower. Bed. I'll write more another day,  hopefully not about politics.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2271177" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2270722</id>
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    <title>Sigh, I acquire more books...now that reading slump is gone</title>
    <published>2026-03-27T02:01:53Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-27T02:08:41Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Dang-nabbit, internet, is persuading me to buy books again. (I really do not need to buy any more books. Although at least they are e-books - which is either a lease to read it on the Kindle, so not really buying ...I don't know, the whole thing confuses me to no end. And I can't afford a Kindle and a Kobo. Plus buying books on Kindle is easy and cheap, so there's that and I get points. )&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. I bought &lt;b&gt;Shadow of the Wind by Carlos Ruiz Safron&lt;/b&gt; - about a boy in late 1940s Barcelona or post WWII Barcelona who is charged with protecting a book, long out of print, and rare - from the Cemetery of Forgotten Books. The Book in question is also entitled "Shadow of the Wind". Thank you Sarah Michelle Gellar for perking my curiosity enough for me to purchase this book. Much appreciated. (She said in an interview broadcast on Instagram that her two favorite books were Donna Tartt's Secret History (which I loved and devoured in the 1990s) and Shadow of the Wind (so I got curious about Shadow of the Wind - which Stephen King also adored). The book is difficult to describe with a convoluted plot - I apparently like to read and write these types of books, which makes my life more difficult but far less dull.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then grabbed, &lt;b&gt;"Locked-In by John Scalzi"&lt;/b&gt; - which I'd flirted with previously, as when he first published it ages ago, but got persuaded when he posted that a bunch of people in Texas (it's always one of the Southern States - must be all those hot days? Bakes the brain?) had chosen to ban it. He was upset about it. (I'd have been too.) Apparently it's never happened to him before. (which is interesting - he's certainly liberal and political enough). So, I got curious - and decided to get it for $6.99.&lt;br /&gt;Which is admittedly more than usual, but there you go. It's a sci-fi/mystery hybrid with a convoluted plot. Has a Black Mirror vibe to it. I've read a couple of his "stand alone" books: Red Shirts, Starter Villain, Kaijiu Preservation Society...the last two were read by Will Wheaton. Scalzi is a nerdy sci-fi writer, and usually has nerdy protagonists. He's kind of similar to Andy Weir? Except I like Weir's books slightly better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As an aside? I'm fundamentally against censorship. Are there books that I despise? Yes. Do I think they should be censored? No. The challenge of "free speech" is folks you don't agree with have to have it too - in order for it to work. There were librarians commenting on Scalzi's post stating they sent out books they despised all the time. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270722.html#cutid1"&gt;thoughts on book censorship&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And finally a Dark London Mystery/Romance Series novel entitled &lt;b&gt;Winterblaze by Kristen Callihan&lt;/b&gt; which was $1.99,&lt;br /&gt;and a second chance romance between an estranged married couple, in a paranormal verse. "Poppy Lane is keeping secrets. Her powerful gift has earned her membership in the Society for the Suppression of Supernaturals, but she must keep both her ability and her alliance with the Society from her husband, Winston. Yet when Winston is brutally attacked by a werewolf, Poppy’s secrets are revealed, leaving Winston’s trust in her as broken as his body. Now Poppy will do anything to win back his affections." The second chance ex-lover trope is a huge kink of mine. (I prefer older romances to young ones...for the most part.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I love books. Books are my friends. They've seen me through some tough times. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Coworker: Are you one of those people who always has a book in your hand or with you?&lt;br /&gt;ME: Definitely&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If I had to choose between books, television and movies - I'd probably pick books - easier to carry around and less noisy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2270722" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2270624</id>
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    <title>Wed Book Meme...</title>
    <published>2026-03-26T01:19:11Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-26T01:19:11Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">I've a bunch of doves, sparrows, cardinals, and robins, also pigeons, tweeting in the backyards behind my building. My living room windows look out on a bunch of tree tops - so I see the birds, along with an occasional squirrel in them. I've debated buying a bird feeder - but I've no idea how I'd attach it to the back of a window without killing myself in the process. And it's not really necessary? They perch on my wide window sill all on their own.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I finished, Illona Andrews' &lt;b&gt;The Inheritance (Breach-World Series #1)&lt;/b&gt; - which is a survival/adventure story not a romance, and if you are at all familiar with the writer - is most likely within the Innkeeper and Bayou world-building, it has similar characters and a similar tone/writing style to those two series, albeit without the romantic elements.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The book is hard to describe? There's a lot of world-building. And it has a convoluted plot.  But I'll take a crack at it? &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270624.html#cutid1"&gt;description of book I just read, without any major spoilers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt; So this is definitely not a romance novel - it's a science-fiction survival story and what the heck happened investigation, which is a huge story kink of mine. I love stuff like this. Mystery/Survival/Sci-Fi Hybrids are my favorite. (Also reminds me a little bit of a video game.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's the first book - I sped through in a while. So fingers crossed that the reading slump from hell has ended? Not wishing to tempt fate, I'm trying an earlier series by the writers - &lt;b&gt;The Kinsman Series&lt;/b&gt; - which has two novellas, a short story, and a book length book involved in it. I don't know - but it appears to be more along the lines of romance fantasy or romance sci-fi, which isn't really my thing? But it might work. Who knows? At least the writers write strong female characters for the most part. Also the books are dirt cheap. The first ebook was $4.99, and the other was free on Kindle Unlimited.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Flirting with the television series &lt;b&gt;Succession&lt;/b&gt; - which I'm told gets really good after the third or fourth episode, and takes off in the sixth episode. This is unfortunately true of a lot of television series? Particularly HBO series that fall under the category of hyper-realism.&lt;br /&gt;Also flirting with the c-drama, &lt;b&gt;Pursuit of Jade&lt;/b&gt; - of which there are 40 episodes on Netflix, it's in Mandarin with subtitles, and is...very pretty on the eyes? Honestly the cinematography is amazing for a television series. It's a historical action/adventure romance. I may continue - it's pretty and kind of relaxing to watch? Considering I have subtitles or closed captioning on half the time anyhow...not sure it matters? I have more issues with it for animated series. Mainly because it's hard to see the close captioning through the animation - they have a tendency to put it in white.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Catching up on March Question a Day Meme:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;23. When was the last time you ate some chocolate?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;About an hour and fifteen minutes ago. It's my main vice. And I'm not giving it up. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;24. Harry Houdini was born today in 1874.  Are you a fan of magic shows? Have you ever seen someone perform close-up magic?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Depends on the magic show? For the most part I enjoy them? But I also know some of the tricks?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, more than once. I was even pulled into the act once on a girl scout retreat with my father when I was roughly speaking 10 years of age?&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270624.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;25. How often do you wash your hair? Do you style it, or just let it dry naturally?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just did. But typically every other day, and sometimes every two days, depending on what I'm doing and usually at night.&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270624.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2270624" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2270405</id>
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    <title>Monday Monday ...Rainy Days and Mondays...</title>
    <published>2026-03-24T00:55:15Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-24T01:40:49Z</updated>
    <category term="film"/>
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    <content type="html">It was raining most of today - as it turns out, and cold. With a chill in the air. When it wasn't raining, it was misting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. I'm glad I'm not flying anywhere at the moment. Newark has had several plane collisions in the last few months, and on Sunday, Laguardia (LGA) in NY had a fatal plane collision with a Fire Truck. Air Canada and a Fire Truck collided. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.npr.org/2026/03/23/g-s1-114773/laguardia-air-canada-plane-collision-fire-truck"&gt; LGA Air Canada and Fire Truck Collision&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I woke up this morning - turned on the news - and there it was as the lead story. It happened late Sunday night, they shut down the airport and evacuated the terminal - the news broadcasters told us that nothing was flying in or out of LGA until 2pm. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And if you were catching a flight before then - to contact your airline because it was probably cancelled and the airport was closed. This was at 6:30 am this morning.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid1"&gt;what happened as far as we know...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid2"&gt;how many flights were canceled&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Art History Major aka Busy Bee - is off to Florida on Wed. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid3"&gt;TSA and ICE not the best mix for travel&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God, how did we get here? We all agreed that we wanted the thing in the White House gone. And when it happens? We'll flood the streets, hold impromptu celebrations, dance in the street, kiss each other on the cheeks, and hold a big street party. We'll be united in glee. &lt;a href="https://youtu.be/UM1Rn3PD3Z0?si=8N0icoM2qJyX3z9b"&gt; Another rendition of ...the classic 1941 ditty, When that Man is Dead and Gone - which is both tragically and ironically valid today&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mother, I, AHM's boss, and Breaking Bad have all decided we're not flying anywhere any time soon. I'm hoping this sorts itself out by at least May or June. But not holding my breath.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. I'm frustrated with My Doctor's Office/Health Care Provider. So the PT wanted me to schedule an appointment with his buddy - the vestibular therapist on Tuesday, but alas my primary care gave me a referral to a therapist who can't see me until May and isn't the vestibular therapist the PT introduced me to and wanted me to see this week.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went online, and after a lot of maneuvering in their site - managed to find the PT that I wanted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I asked if I could choose my own or switch to the other one. Primary Care agreed - and if they don't allow it, let her know and she'll send a new referral.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So I call the physical therapy scheduling office and after an hour on hold and, it doesn't exactly go well?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid4"&gt;talking to healthcare provider schedulers requires far too much patience...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[I'll got talk to the schedulers tomorrow in person. Maybe I'll get somewhere. Unlikely, I'm going in with low expectations? With Healthcare Providers - it's best to go in with low expectations - that way you don't get disappointed.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See? This is the reason that I've done nothing about the vestibular/vertigo issue. By the time, I actually see the guy, the problem will be gone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. There's been a lot of "problematic" famous people dying lately? James Vander Beek, the guy who shall not be named - he was a political guy, and Nick Brendan. Of the three JVB was probably the least controversial and easiest to deal with - and considering he was against vaccines, and a Trump supporter, that's kind of saying something?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Nick Brendan portrayed a problematic character on Buffy (who I consider complicated and was actually quite likable towards the end of S3 and through S7 for the most part. Being a well-rounded and 3 dimensional character - he had plenty of flaws, but that made the character memorable. Also, beloved and relatable to many. Perfect characters or goody two shoe characters are not relatable or beloved. We tend to forget about them. Yes, he was a bit of a jerk in S1-3, but also an adorable goof-ball, and he saved Buffy's life three times). He was troubled and problematic man in life, far more so, actually than most of the characters he portrayed or at least the most familiar of them. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stumbled upon Nick Brendan's last post on FB - where he takes questions from his devoted fans, and ....I felt for him, while at the same time, was horrified at what he'd become and what his fans, unwittingly enabled. There's a lesson for us all in there somewhere? &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid5"&gt;discussing a dead man feels so morbid but here we go...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The internet scared me today - because I looked up what ailed him. It's "Cauda equina syndrome (CES)" which according to &lt;a href="https://occ-ortho.com/conditions/cauda-equina-syndrome-ces/#:~:text=Common%20symptoms%20of%20CES%20include:%20*%20Severe,*%20Sexual%20dysfunction%20*%20Lower%20limb%20weakness"&gt; the Orthopedic Centers of Colorado&lt;/a&gt; is a rare, medical emergency involving severe compression of nerve roots at the base of the spine, requiring immediate decompression surgery—ideally within 24 hours—to prevent permanent paralysis, incontinence, and sexual dysfunction. Key symptoms include severe low back pain, saddle anesthesia (numbness in groin/buttocks), and sudden bowel/bladder dysfunction. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The internet loves to throw symptoms at you that you think you have and don't. Technology is turning me into a hypochondriac.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___6" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid6"&gt;back to discussing Brendan's demons&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___6" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Stumbled upon this disturbing article about being a young professional screen actor and dealing with the toxicity of social media.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.theguardian.com/film/2026/mar/23/barry-keoghan-says-online-abuse-means-he-doesnt-want-to-go-outside-any-more?utm_source=firefox-newtab-en-us"&gt;Barry Keoghan Says Online Abuse Means He &lt;br /&gt;Doesn't Want to Go Outside Any More&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oscar-nominated actor Barry Keoghan has said online abuse about his appearance is affecting his life, to the point that he now does “not want to go outside”.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The Irish actor, who is playing Ringo Starr in Sam Mendes’ upcoming Beatles tetralogy, told SiriusXM host Ben Harlum that though he left social media in 2024 due to online abuse, it was still so bad that he was “shying away” from the public eye – and it was making him want to retreat from acting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Asked about his fans, Keoghan acknowledged that some “people are so lovely out there”, but added: “There’s also a nasty side of it. And I’ve removed myself from online, but I’m still a curious human being that wants to go on. And if I attend an event or if I go somewhere, you want to see how it was received. And it’s not nice, you know?”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___7" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2270405.html#cutid7"&gt;my two cents&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___7" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2270405" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2270114</id>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-03-22T20:48:00</title>
    <published>2026-03-23T01:13:41Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-23T01:18:32Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">1. Been watching mostly &lt;b&gt;Grantchester&lt;/b&gt; on Netflix this weekend. Season 1 - which is a cozy little murder mystery series - about a jazz loving vicar and a semi-alcoholic homicide detective who solve crimes in the 1950s - in a quaint English village just outside of Cambridge. The village is going through a bit of a crime spree? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[ Apologies for typos or mistakes? My reading glasses aren't working well tonight for some reason - the distant vision appears to be fine, but my reading vision is kind of blurry - it's very odd. It was fine earlier.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It has a kind of Call the Midwife/All Creatures Great and Small vibe to it - except murder mysteries. And it develops its characters rather well. I like the characters and find oddly comforting.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Also finished watching &lt;b&gt;Song Sung Blue&lt;/b&gt; on Peacock - the film starring Hugh Jackman and Kate Hudson, in which Kate was nominated for best supporting actress? They play two singers that impersonate famous singers, who meet and decide to create a Neil Diamond Tribute Experience. It's based on the true and somewhat tragic love story of &lt;a href="https://time.com/7341477/song-sung-blue-true-story/"&gt; Lightening and Thunder&lt;/a&gt;. It's based on the 2008 documentary.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's tragic, but surprisingly doesn't milk the melodrama or sentimentality like most of these things do. And kind of earns the tears. I credit it - for being based and adapted from the 2008 documentary, I think Clair (Thunder) pushed them to downplay the melodrama. I was surprised by it - it is rather good, particularly if you like Niel Diamond, who specialized in easy listening, hummable ditties, that could and often did fall into ear worm territory - but are fun to thing. Kind of like ABBA. I'd put ABBA and Diamond in the same category.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And damn, Hugh Jackman and Hudson are good performers. Both can sing, move and have chemistry to spare.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Illona Andrews - the sci-fi novel, The Inheritance, follows a trend I've been seeing of late in science fiction - which is making arachnids not villains or evil monsters. The Inheritance kind of turns them into something akin to silk worms or domesticated animals like I don't know sheep, aka dangerous sheep. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I get the metaphor though? That often the thing we've demonized in our heads isn't so scary or evil if viewed through another angle. And can in fact be a friend or ally. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's an interesting book - the writers do a good job of navigating difficult themes without preaching, sermonizing or providing easy answers, and I can't help but applaud them for that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In other news? Someone did a theme of "what books" the Buffy characters would be reading, and listed Illona Andrew upcoming book - &lt;i&gt;"This Kingdom Will Not Kill Me"&lt;/i&gt; as the book that Xander was reading. I found that interesting - in a - my two fandoms collide - in a way I wasn't expecting sort of way? Continuing along those lines - I saw an interview with Sarah Michelle Gellar stating her two favorite books were Donna Tartt's &lt;i&gt;The Secret History&lt;/i&gt; (which she struggles to explain why she loves it so much to folks) - and &lt;i&gt;Shadow of the Wind&lt;/i&gt;. (I may have to pick up Shadow of the Wind - it's about the hunt for different pages of a book.)  I am a fan of Donna Tartt's The Secret History, which much like Gellar - I hope is never made into a film, and just is great as is. So again, fandoms indirectly collide.&lt;br /&gt;This rarely happens.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've watched and been fannish about a lot of television series in my life time? But Buffy will always hold a special place in my heart, that nothing else can quite touch - and that's something people either get or don't?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2270114" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2269697</id>
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    <title>Question a Day Memage Catchup...</title>
    <published>2026-03-22T17:20:16Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-22T23:38:35Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Doing the dance of the robot vacuums - or rather, the robot vacuums are dancing - while I'm sitting here with my feet up - listening, and typing along on my laptop. Tech - sometimes? I love it. Not often, but sometimes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I do have to watch the vacuums and make sure all the chords are safely off the floor or they will attempt to eat them, which never ends well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Catching up on the &lt;b&gt;Question a Day Meme for March&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;16. How often do you eat out?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't remember if I answered this one or not, and too lazy to go back and check.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not often. If at all. I do occasionally pick up something for lunch while at work - but I only get it at Pret Manager - and it's either a white bean salad, a falfala Mediterranean Salad or Morrocan Lentil Soup. Everywhere else is either too expensive or doesn't cater to folks with highly restrictive diets and/or are coeliac. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2269697.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;17. It’s Kurt Russell’s birthday – a child actor who grew up.  Have you seen any of the Disney films in which he acted (he played the college student Dexter Riley)?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes, pretty much all of them - &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2269697.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;18. Which flowers or trees are blooming where you live now?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, very little is at the moment? It's still winter and cold, the warmest we've gotten it up to a high of maybe 60.  Right now, it's cloudy and 51 F, feels like 48 F.  So the trees and flowers are being a touch hesitant? I see some crocuses here and there, and some buds on the trees, and bushes, but that's it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;19. If you had the space (and the time), would you like to keep chickens? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;No. I do see them though. There's someone about two blocks up and one across that keeps them. They keep brown chickens, and a rooster. &lt;br /&gt;But no - I don't want to raise birds. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;20. Was learning a new language part of your education when you were at school? Can you still remember any of it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yes. And ...very little of it. I wasn't very good at it, and unfortunately all my attempts to immerse myself in it - in order to learn it - were dashed. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2269697.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;21. It’s National California Strawberry Day. What is your favourite way to eat strawberries?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With whipped cream or dipped in chocolate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;22. Do you still buy physical books, or do you tend to buy e-books these days?  Does it depend on the type of book (i.e. fiction or non-fiction)?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I buy both. But I swing more towards e-books because it's become increasingly difficult to read physical books without glasses. And, I'm tough on books - I get things on them, tear the pages, they get rumpled as I read them. The last paperback I read, is kind of a rumpled mess. People don't like to loan me - books, once they figure out how tough I am on them? I kind of love them to death?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2269697.html#cutid4"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Almost done with my Angel S5 rewatch - stretching it out. Damn. It's better than I remembered. That series holds up well. Particularly the last season, which is even more relevant now than when it first aired over twenty years ago. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;There's some good lines:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We're apparently in the midst of the apocalypse and have been for some time. Evil just neglected to let us know about it. And, as it turns out, we're fighting on the wrong side - although the winning side, since evil is winning, so I guess it depends on how you look at it?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Trying to cure Cancer, Mr. Wyndom-Price?"&lt;br /&gt;"No. It wouldn't be profitable. I'm thinking we're probably making a major profit off of it as it is. With all the hospital visits, etc."&lt;br /&gt;"True. Our client holds the patent on it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"The worst part wasn't going into the basement and getting my heart ripped out over and over - don't get me wrong that's bad. No, it's the promise of the nice life, the kid, the family, the lawn, the sunny sky, the home, and the realization that it is all just a lie - none of it is real."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The satire in this show is on topic and well done. I miss it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2269697" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2269504</id>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-03-21T17:59:00</title>
    <published>2026-03-21T22:32:46Z</published>
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    <content type="html">1. For those interested? Nick Brendan was apparently working on and had completed a film, &lt;a href="https://variety.com/2026/film/news/nicholas-brendon-last-film-yesterday-is-almost-here-1236695884/"&gt; Yesterday is Almost Here&lt;/a&gt; prior to his death. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sad time to be a Buffy fan. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. The Dental visit went well - for the most part nothing has changed. I do have bleeding gums/sensitive gums - but that's a result of medication and diabetes, and possibly coeliac disease.  Hence the reason, I'm seeing a dentist every six months now, as opposed to one every two or three years, like I had previously. (I don't get cavities. But alas, there are other things.) The dental hygienist's head came to my waist. I met her and thought okay, Latin America or Southeast Asia, they grow them tiny south of the equator. I don't know why some people are very tall and some are very short. I am not a biologist or geneticist. I think she had to be four foot?&lt;br /&gt;I'm almost 6 foot. She also either had a frontal lisp, it was the mask, or a heavy accent with the mask - muffled her speech. I had to listen closely to what she was saying and ask at various intervals. (I'm used to doing this - I've done it my entire life - since I naturally mishear things. Also, having grown up with a speech issue which took me about twenty-five years to overcome, and sucking at languages - I'm patient with folks, more so than most. You won't survive in NYC if you aren't?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Afterwards - I over taxed my knees by wandering to and from grocery stores and stores along Court Street. Managed to pick up various GF pre-prepared foods and items, such as Feel Goods: Vegetable Egg Rolls, Soup Dumplings, and Mozzarella Sticks, GF Deli SourDough Seeded Bread, Gluten Free Pizza,&lt;br /&gt;GF Ravioli, GF Biscuits, GF Clam Chowder, GF Chicken Vegetable Soup (Hale and Hearty)...among other things. It was a haul - so heavier than intended.&lt;br /&gt;I didn't get sweets - or baked goods at least, outside of some chocolate sandwich cookies. Icing my knee now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's slightly warmer today - made it up to 58 degrees and 60 in some locals. As a result, small children have been playing noisily in the backyards behind me, screaming as only small children cas.  Brings back memories of my own childhood - when I had a sprawling backyard, no fences, and woods that seemed to stretch for acres behind us (it didn't - I was small).  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Still enjoying my book - I actually look forward to reading it - and consider doing it instead of other things. And think, no let's draw this out. Why I love it and haven't been able to get into other books (some admittedly better written) is beyond me? I think it's that this one has a writing style and trope that I'm craving at the moment?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What's going on in the book at the moment? &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2269504.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2269504" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>R.I.P Nick Brendan</title>
    <published>2026-03-21T13:18:35Z</published>
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    <content type="html">Whoa. &lt;a href="https://consequence.net/2026/03/nicholas-brendon-dead-buffy/?utm_source=firefox-newtab-en-us"&gt; RIP Nicholas Brendan (Best known as Xander Harris on Buffy the Vampire Slayer)&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Nicholas Brendon, best remembered as series regular Xander Harris from Buffy the Vampire Slayer, has died at the age of 54. His family revealed the news in a statement to the Hollywood Reporter, which read:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;“We are heartbroken to share the passing of our brother and son, Nicholas Brendon. He passed in his sleep of natural causes. Most people know Nicky for his work as an actor and for the characters he brought to life over the years. In recent years Nicky has found his passion in painting and art. Nicky loved to share his enthusiastic talent with his family, friends and fans. He was passionate, sensitive, and endlessly driven to create. Those who truly knew him understood that his art was one of the purest reflections of who he was. While it’s no secret that Nicholas had struggles in the past, he was on medications and treatment to manage his diagnosis and he was optimistic about the future at the time of his passing. Our family asks for privacy during this time as we grieve his loss and celebrate the life of a man who lived with intensity, imagination, and heart. Thank you to everyone who has shown love and support.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Brendon’s film credits include Demon Island, Unholy, Psycho Beach Party, and Coherence. Beyond Buffy, he was a series regular on the short-lived Fox adaptation of Anthony Bourdain’s memoir Kitchen Confidential alongside Bradley Cooper, and had a recurring role on the series Criminal Minds."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SMG wrote on Instragram:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"They'll never know how tough it is to be the one who isn't chosen. To live so near to the spotlight, and never step in it. But I know. I see more than anybody realizes, because nobody's watching me. I saw you Nicky. I know you are at peace, in that big rocking chair in the sky."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2269422" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Spring popped finally...and it's kind of warmer?</title>
    <published>2026-03-21T02:20:41Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-21T02:29:24Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Still cold though. Just not as cold? It got up to 58 today, and is 48 F now, and tomorrow - we may get a balmy 57 and Sunday, woo-hoo, 60? Also it keeps raining and it's not even April yet. So we're getting a kind of slant towards Spring, while most places in the US are getting a slant towards summer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to stop reading articles about the Buffy vs. Hulu/Disney fiasco - it's pissing me off. Disney is not looking good at the moment? They keep leaking things that are pissing everyone off? Bad Disney. (Actually Disney has been disappointing me for a while. They better not screw up Avengers: Doomsday.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I texted my brother, who is also a Buffy fan (except he preferred Angel and I preferred Spike - we don't discuss that.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me: Hulu cancelled the Buffy Revival because its not "mainstream enough" for Hulu. Ugh. Bastards.&lt;br /&gt;Brother: Nooo!!! But hey, at least we get the Peaky Blinders Movie finally!&lt;br /&gt;Me: Yup. Netflix for the Win.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;[Television viewing this weekend is Peaky Blinders Movie and The Pitt, I don't what else.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Me: While I'm admittedly not surprised Hulu passed on the Buffy revival..I'm furious it did it partly because it wasn't "mainstream enough" for Hulu!&lt;br /&gt;Mother: How's that possible? Hulu has a lot of non-mainstream content on it? How is Hulu mainstream? I don't think of Hulu as mainstream?&lt;br /&gt;Me: Well..except for the Bachelor/Bachelorette which is mainstream, along with the Secret Lives of Mormon Lives..and god Disney and Hulu have a lot of horrible content. &lt;br /&gt;Mother: Speaking of ..The Bachelorette got cancelled - not sure why.&lt;br /&gt;ME: That's because the Bachelorette was charged with domestic violence - by her ex, and a video went viral of her attacking him with a chair. (I'm serious - it is real. It was on Instagram, and it was with a chair, while kicking him and hitting him and putting him in a headlock while her daughter was in the room...it's bizarre considering he's bigger than she is? If it was staged? It back fired? I feel kind of validated? After fighting with idiots on social media about how, yes, men can be the victims of domestic violence too and no, it's not a gender specific crime. I know because I have male cousins who are victims of domestic violence.) Honestly, they need to cancel that entire franchise. It brings out the worst in people. Reality shows do - they depict the worst in people and bring out the worst. Find something less toxic to entertain folks with - like, I don't know, Buffy?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Life at times, feels like a series of disappointments. Although, the struggle makes us stronger and appreciate the cool stuff more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Why are they setting off fireworks? What holiday is it? Oh, Spring Equinox - I looked it up. Seeing nothing - just noise. (NYC which isn't supposed to set them off (it's illegal) - certainly does a lot of it.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy it's Friday. Happy I have a good book to read - finally. Not happy I have a dental appointment tomorrow. But decided not to put it off any longer. Also the PT has decided I need to see a vestibular therapist prior to continuing with PT or asap, since my vertigo/dizzy/balance issues keep interfering with PT.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Off to take a shower and go to bed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2269068" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2268736</id>
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    <title>shadowkat @ 2026-03-19T17:06:00</title>
    <published>2026-03-20T02:04:28Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-20T02:04:28Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Doing laundry finally. No one was down there - so it's easy. Always easier when no one is downstairs. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The internet was annoying me again today. Probably best not to vent about it? Venting about the internet on the internet never ends well?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A weird side-effect of both the Buffy Revival being cancelled and my Buffy re-watch - is the oddest desire to write fanfic? Except fanfic that takes place 25 years after the series ended. Not sure there's anywhere to really share it? The Buffy fandom is pretty much dead on DW and Ao3. But that's okay, I can just write it in my head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've finally broken the reading slump - and found a book I want to sink into and devour whole. It's taken...quite a few books? I think it's more of a mood thing than a book thing? I'm in the mood for a certain story trope and writing style - specifically one that sparks my own creative/story telling juices. The book that's currently engrossing me is &lt;a href="https://www.amazon.com/Inheritance-Breach-Wars-Book-ebook/dp/B0FLZ9VXZG"&gt; Inheritance by Illona Andrews&lt;/a&gt; - the writers wrote it as a serial on their blog during the pandemic, and have now self-published it.&lt;br /&gt;It's engrossing. Does remind of a video game at various points. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's the synopsis - it's convoluted, but I like convoluted world building and plots that are close to impossible to summarize.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268736.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Illona Andrews is possibly among the very few writers in which I've gobbled up everything they've written. There's a handful of others. Jane Austen, I did for the most part. James Joyce. William Gibson. Anne McCaffrey - I read just about everything she wrote. Courtney Milan - up to a point. I usually just read one series of the writers and nothing else. Neil Gaiman - I read way too much of - mainly because people kept rec'ing him to me, and I kept thinking - I should like this. Why don't I like this more than I do? I finally realized: It's because his characters lack emotional resonance and feel a bit like ciphers, and all the work is put into the world-building.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Illona Andrews does a good job with four or five story tropes that I love:&lt;br /&gt;* Enemies to Partners to Lovers trope&lt;br /&gt;* Problem solving and working collaboratively to do it, figuring things out logically&lt;br /&gt;* Blending myth and science&lt;br /&gt;* Questioning authority and social systems&lt;br /&gt;* Survival in the midst of impossible circumstances&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It's hard to articulate what I like sometimes. I'm not sure I did it well there.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This may come as shock to folks - considering I spend all my time reading and writing - for a living and for pleasure or so it seems? But neither come easily. Never have. Never will. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268736.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Off to bed. Friday finally. I don't know about anyone else? But it's been a long and cold week. I'm ready for spring. Good think it allegedly starts tomorrow - at least per the calendar. Weather wise? It's up in the air at the moment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2268736" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2009-06-20:411779:2268544</id>
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    <title>Buffy vs. Hulu, and well...my union vs. Crazy Org</title>
    <published>2026-03-19T02:11:17Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-19T15:02:15Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">So...two groups are fighting at the moment in the media. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;My insane Union vs. Crazy Org&lt;/b&gt; and well the Feds in the middle of it. The Feds took the unions side, which is interesting although doesn't mean all that much, since the Feds on the Board of Review were pre-existing the current administration (of which we shall not name - spits).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That's just anxiety inducing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268544.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The other group is far more entertaining and much less anxiety inducing, mainly because I don't have a stake in any of it, and am mostly ambivalent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Buffy vs. Hulu&lt;/b&gt;, (with well, a Zen Like Chloe Zhao somewhere in the middle?) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;SMG (Buffy) announces Hulu axed the Buffy reboot with no warning, and it was because of one exec who hates Buffy and never liked the original show.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(So of course the journalists do some digging to find out who the executive in question is, because really, who in their right mind hates Buffy?  - Some random executive isn't exactly helpful?)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://screenrant.com/buffy-the-vampire-slayer-new-sunnydale-cancellation-reasons-report/"&gt; Deadline outted the Executive...because of course...&lt;/a&gt; (honestly the journalists in our media have way too much time on their hands? There's either too many of them or...they just can't figure out what to do with the abundance of news already out there? Granted this is less anxiety inducing than the rest of it.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's &lt;a href="https://deadline.com/2026/03/buffy-inside-story-reboot-killed-why-sarah-michelle-gellar-1236757372/"&gt; Deadline Article&lt;/a&gt;. [ Which is a must read for anyone interested in why it is so hard to get a television show produced and aired. And why this is a difficult business. Writing is easy - television is hard.]&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Here is how Buffy: New Sunnydale went from a dream reboot two decades in the making, with Gellar starring and Oscar winner Chloé Zhao directing, to a discarded pilot. There were issues — as Deadline reported on Saturday, the original pilot was “not perfect”; some called it “not great.” Yet, after a well-received rewrite with a lot more Buffy Summers in it, no one expected the pass. Written by Nora and Lilla Zuckerman, whose previous credits include Poker Face and Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D., the pilot would have turned the attention to a new young slayer, commonly referred to as Nova. She was played by Star Wars: Skeleton Crew and The Lowdown star Ryan Kiera Armstrong. It's said that the premise, initially seen as promising, gradually fell apart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268544.html#cutid2"&gt;Rest of the article&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And Here's &lt;a href="https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/tv/tv-news/sarah-michelle-gellar-buffy-reboot-scrapped-1236536098/"&gt;Hollywood Reporter's Article on it via People Magazine&lt;/a&gt; - &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268544.html#cutid3"&gt;article below the cut regarding Gellar's take in an interview with People and Hollywood Reporter&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"A statement obtained by People noted that because Disney owns the Buffy IP, the project cannot be shopped elsewhere."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What did Craig Erwich green light - or what programs did he champion?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/tv/tv-features/disney-tv-craig-erwich-tell-me-lies-spinoff-exclusive-news-1236510043/"&gt; Erwich Interview with Hollywood Reporter on Future shows&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://variety.com/exec/craig-erwich/"&gt; Erwich shows&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Craig Erwich will now oversee 20th Television and 20th Television Animation, with Karey Burke and Marci Proietto reporting to him. Craig will continue to lead ABC Entertainment and Hulu Originals."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://deadline.com/2026/03/debra-oconnell-disney-craig-erwich-20th-television-1236757197/"&gt;https://deadline.com/2026/03/debra-oconnell-disney-craig-erwich-20th-television-1236757197/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In retribution? Someone leaked the alleged draft of the filmed pilot (I removed the link because I decided I agree with SMG not whomever leaked it.) (ETA: SMG has since requested folks not read it or share it, since it's just a draft and very rough, and pilots aren't the television show - pointing to the original pilot episode of the original Buffy series as evidence of this. In that - there was a different Willow, and Gellar had dark hair.) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Note - the leaked script was written in 2024, and has since been rewritten and tweaked. Also, I know Marsters (per interviews) was contacted in late 2025 - they'd shown interest in his return. And rumor has it that - they made the new script more adult, it was a 90 minute pilot, and more like a streaming show with a bigger budget, and everyone had liked it per the above.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So? We don't know what they would have come up with. Only the people involved know for certain. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;***&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've not read the leaked script. There's no evidence it's actual? And we all know by now how much scripts change from paper to screen while shooting, often to the point in which very little on the draft makes it to screen. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can't say I'm surprised it got axed. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268544.html#cutid4"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The online fandom, being contentious and fractious as ever - is fighting over it on various social media platforms - FB, Reddit, and X. I've seen the Reddit and FB fights, also one on X. There's several factions? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268544.html#cutid5"&gt;Buffy fans are fighting over the Hulu/Buffy war&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This all rather entertaining, but not all that surprising? Fandom. Sigh. Fandom.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is a nice distraction though from other...less entertaining and more worrisome problems, of which we shall not speak. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The leaked script sparks fanfiction ideas in my head. I'm tempted to write fanfic based on that synopsis. It's interesting. I can see all sorts of interesting things they could have done with the show and the general concept.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Stupid network/studio/streaming service executives with no imagination.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is why I'm glad I'm not a television writer or television actor or working in television. As nutty and frustrating as my work in transportation and construction is? It's relatively sane and stable in comparison. The frustration alone would kill me - if I worked in television. Damn, that's a hard business.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, just in case someone out there wants to get a book, novel, idea, what have you - produced and developed as a television series? Read the Buffy vs. Hulu fight, and find another career to invest yourself in. Trust me, the pain and suffering isn't worth it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For every show, Whedon got produced - he had twenty others that never made it, and then he got cancelled - by the actors from his first successful (and possibly only really successful) television series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2268544" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>Pondering Life's Little Annoyances...</title>
    <published>2026-03-17T22:52:45Z</published>
    <updated>2026-03-18T01:29:40Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">1. Came home, did the exercises. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid1"&gt;general state of health&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;2. Oh as an aside on PT and knee/hip/leg issues? The ballerina in the Sinner's number at the Oscars - who did a split with one leg up in the air and other bent beneath her? She had hip replacement surgery about three months prior.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Just weeks before the Oscars, Copeland had undergone hip replacement surgery to address various injuries from her decorated ballet career, including bone spurs and cartilage loss. Despite this, she was determined to be a part of the Sinners performance, which allowed her to step back on pointe and join the celebration of the film's success, including Michael B. Jordan's Oscar win for Best Actor."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In December 2025, Copeland underwent hip replacement surgery.&lt;br /&gt;On March 16, 2026, Copeland appeared on stage during the Oscars performance of "I Lied To You" from Sinners."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://nationaltoday.com/us/ca/los-angeles/news/2026/03/17/misty-copeland-joins-sinners-oscars-performance-after-hip-surgery/"&gt;https://nationaltoday.com/us/ca/los-angeles/news/2026/03/17/misty-copeland-joins-sinners-oscars-performance-after-hip-surgery/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;3. Commute is irritating me - &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___2" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid2"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___2" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;4. Work is also irritating me. &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___3" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid3"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___3" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;5. Is this journaling or venting, I can't tell? Well at least it's mostly under a cut?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. Stumbled upon &lt;b&gt;the Florence + The Machine&lt;/b&gt; Song that references Buffy S6, finally. [Take that Christopher Golden (who told Charisma Carpenter in her podcast that he disliked S6 and thought the characters were Out of Character or OTT (?) - which probably explains why I found his Buffy novels unreadable and never bothered with them (I tried them in the book stores and gave up)) and all the other naysayers. (What can I say? Except that the Buffy fandom is a contentious and fractious one. Most are, actually. People rarely agree on anything - even the things they love - so this is hardly surprising? ) ] &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The song is entitled &lt;i&gt;"This Old Religion"&lt;/i&gt; - and I'd not really listened to it before today. I actually love it - it's a good song. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___4" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid4"&gt;This Old Religion&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___4" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's the lyric:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___5" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid5"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___5" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;6. Regarding Buffy - apparently they not only filmed the pilot, they even reworked the script when Hulu wasn't satisfied with it, and made the show more adult and more centered on the character of Buffy.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm fascinated with this - because it shows how impossible it is to get good television shows on the air. Crap is easy. But a good television show is really hard to put out there - you have to get around the network. And sci-fantasy is really hard because it is so expensive to produce. Why?  They are looking for a sure-thing, so go by market analysis and logarithms and statistical data. Demographics. They used to do focus groups - and select a group to view something.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The way Hulu handled the Buffy revival and dealt with the creators involved - reminds me of my own experiences with the publishing industry &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___6" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid6"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___6" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And Gellar's comment about the executive at Hulu who disliked Buffy and bragged about never watching it - makes me want to drop my Hulu subscription. (I won't - I watch too much on it at the moment.)&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___7" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid7"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___7" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt; The problem with our society is too many of the wrong people have all the power. That said? I like the New Mayor of NYC so far - he's coming across as a genuinely kind human being and proactive in his efforts to help all New Yorkers.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Chloe Zhao is less angry than Gellar - but Zhao has had different experiences having her hopes dashed and struggling with the corporate animal. (Zhao has had more luck than Gellar overall.) &lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___8" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid8"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___8" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I know most of the folks who stumble across this - couldn't care less about the Buffy revival or Buffy. Depressing that. I miss the Buffy fandom. But alas, it scampered elsewhere. Mostly on Tumblr, Ticktock, Bluesky, Twitter, and Facebook. And that's not the fandom that I miss. I miss the one that analyzed the show, discussed things to death, and on occasion, not often, wrote fanfic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;7. I've joined then left a private group site on FB. &lt;b&gt;"What to Do in NY"&lt;/b&gt; - I finally jumped out of. I decided its a tourist group site that exists solely to annoy the heck out of New Yorker's. (It's painful at times living in a highly frequented Tourist destination.) People would post, and all of the NY Residents on the site, myself included, would be compelled to state - no, no, you idiot, don't do that. Or yes, that's fine, stop worrying. Or for heaven's sake - if you are that concerned, just stay home, NY will eat you alive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___9" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://shadowkat.dreamwidth.org/2268314.html#cutid9"&gt;examples of what not to ask - well if you don't want to annoy New Yorkers&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___9" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, I finally gave up and left.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2268314" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <title>More on the Buffy Revival Cancellation</title>
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    <content type="html">&lt;a href="https://www.tvline.com/2125094/buffy-reboot-canceled-reason-explained-sarah-michelle-gellar/"&gt; Gellar speaks out about the cancellation, citing it came as a complete surprise&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;""Let me tell you, nobody saw this coming," the actress, who was set to reprise her role as Buffy Summers in the new iteration, tells People, adding that there's one specific person she blames for the "Buffy: New Sunnydale" pilot not being ordered to series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"We had an executive on our show who was not only not a fan of the original, but was proud to constantly remind us that he had never seen the entirety of the series and how it wasn't for him," Gellar explains, not revealing the name of the executive in question. "That's very hard when you're taking a property that is as beloved as 'Buffy,' not just to the world, but to me and [pilot director Chloé Zhao]. So that tells you the uphill battle that we had been fighting since day one, when your executive is literally proud to tell you that he didn't watch it."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Read More: &lt;a href="https://www.tvline.com/2125094/buffy-reboot-canceled-reason-explained-sarah-michelle-gellar/"&gt;https://www.tvline.com/2125094/buffy-reboot-canceled-reason-explained-sarah-michelle-gellar/&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sigh. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And.. Chloe Zhao:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Zhao spoke with Variety on the Oscars red carpet Sunday night, saying she was “not surprised” by Hulu’s decision.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I had an incredible, incredible time with Sarah [Michelle Gellar], with all the cast and crew doing this. And we, first and foremost, see ourselves as the guardians of the original show,” Zhao told the outlet. “Our priority for Sarah and for us has always been to be truthful to the show, to be truthful to our fans. So, things happen for a reason, and we keep our hearts open and we welcome the mystery. And what this might lead us to.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Many fans are hoping the revival series will get picked up at another streamer, with a source telling Variety there is a “lot of love” for the character and “Basically, the door is still open.”&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="https://thenationaldesk.com/news/entertainment/the-buffy-reboot-has-been-canceled-what-happened"&gt;https://thenationaldesk.com/news/entertainment/the-buffy-reboot-has-been-canceled-what-happened&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;**&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I confess? I'm disappointed. There's only a handful of old television series that I'd like to see more of or reboots of, and none of them except for Firefly is actually getting it. Meanwhile we have shows that have been rebooted one too many times. I'd provide a list? But you all would probably kill me..;-) Let's just say I don't watch those shows, and leave it at that? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The shows - I'd like to see rebooted or more of?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* Buffy&lt;br /&gt;* Angel&lt;br /&gt;* Firefly&lt;br /&gt;* WonderFalls&lt;br /&gt;* Veronica Mars&lt;br /&gt;* Now and Again&lt;br /&gt;* Remington Steel&lt;br /&gt;* Farscape&lt;br /&gt;* BattleStar Galatica or Caprica&lt;br /&gt;* Merlin&lt;br /&gt;* Pushing Daisies&lt;br /&gt;* SMASH&lt;br /&gt;* Gilmore Girls&lt;br /&gt;* Fame (if they did it right)&lt;br /&gt;* Bunheads&lt;br /&gt;* L'Etoile&lt;br /&gt;* The Avengers&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=shadowkat&amp;ditemid=2268044" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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