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shadowkatThank you for all the kind responses and comments to my last journal entry. They made me smile. I wish I could do or say something that really expresses how I feel. But all I can say is Thanks.
It's scary to publish one's thoughts and feelings in a public forum. Live journal is less public than most forums, since we can limit our entries to just friends. It gives me a means of expressing my pain, my thoughts, my fears, my dreams, my uncertainities and somehow feeling connected at the same time. For me, writing is the way of dealing with pain. Some people hit a tennis ball. Some a punching bag. Some
do kung fu. Me? I punch keys on a keyboard and hunt words to convey anger and uncertainity. I also read others words - hunting a sense of connectiveness?
Words - particularly written words - have always been my means of dealing with the world. So I greatly appreciate, aliera9916 for giving me the ability to do it here.
Anyways...thanks for reading my ramblings, musings, rants and vents. And responding with such warmth and understanding to many of them. I greatly appreciate it.
It's scary to publish one's thoughts and feelings in a public forum. Live journal is less public than most forums, since we can limit our entries to just friends. It gives me a means of expressing my pain, my thoughts, my fears, my dreams, my uncertainities and somehow feeling connected at the same time. For me, writing is the way of dealing with pain. Some people hit a tennis ball. Some a punching bag. Some
do kung fu. Me? I punch keys on a keyboard and hunt words to convey anger and uncertainity. I also read others words - hunting a sense of connectiveness?
Words - particularly written words - have always been my means of dealing with the world. So I greatly appreciate, aliera9916 for giving me the ability to do it here.
Anyways...thanks for reading my ramblings, musings, rants and vents. And responding with such warmth and understanding to many of them. I greatly appreciate it.