Jan. 21st, 2024

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Brrr. It was bitterly cold today too - inside and outside the apartment. I got up this morning, and after a bit, caved and took a hot shower. I also dried my hair - just to warm up. And wore sweats and a sweatshirt.

My windows are badly insulated - so if there's a cold wind? It goes right through them. My apartment is very warm, as long as there isn't a cold wind. Actually the bedroom and kitchen tend to be warm - since they are inside, rooms that flank a courtyard (an ugly courtyard), I have blinds in the bedroom.

Finally caved, and took advantage of a sale on Mix Tiles, and bought seven framed prints of my photos. Four of Family Members, and three of Sunflowers. It was mainly to cheer me up. They are allegedly easy to hang and come with a stick on vinyl, also range from 12 x12 to 20 x20 in sizes.

Haven't gotten much done this weekend - due mainly to sleep and health issues. Also an insane brain fog. I just can't focus for long on anything, and I keep drifting off to sleep in the middle of the day. I fell asleep listening to the church service today. Yesterday it was watching a television show. (Apparently my arm chair is more comfortable for this than my bed?)

I keep having nightmares about work. Last night I had one about Bright Young Thing. She was calling me, and I was in someone else's office. I said I was looking at a map, she came to look at it too - but there was no map. Also, we were going to Scandinavia for a business trip - this made no sense. I woke up.

Regardless of the cold, I bundled up and went grocery shopping. Apparently someone broke their key in the lock of the front door to the building, and the Super had to put something over the lock and tell everyone not to try to open it - the door is unlocked until the locksmith can come and fix it. Also reminded us all to pick up our packages immediately. I don't foresee anyone stealing my photos, but hopefully they won't appear until after the lock is fixed.

It was cold outside. Pretty but cold. Sky was blue. No clouds. Snow on grown, about an inch if that, and brisk wind. My feet were cold and they were in lined and warm boots, with thick socks. I wondered about the woman in front of me, who had on stockings.

Groceries is about a twenty minute walk. All told, it's a little under a mile round trip. Takes about an hour and a half (including getting stuff in the store, waiting in line, walking to and from the store).

Got home, and started watching Invincible on Amazon Prime. It's yet another satire of the Justice League. There's been a lot of satire's of the Justice League. Mainly because of the superhero comics out there - the Justice League is by far the most mainstream. Marvel kind of got close with the MCU, but it's nowhere near as mainstream and in the global consciousness as Justice League, hence all the satires. I still think The Watchmen is the best of the satires on it.

At any rate, it's better written than drawn. At first I was critical of this, but it is so graphically violent, that I am kind of relieved? Good detailed art and graphic violence don't mix well for all sorts of reasons, but mainly that I don't particularly want to see someone's head explode in graphic detail. I don't like blood and guts. Bad art works much better with graphic violence. Actually the art is rather close to the art in Archer. I prefer more fluid and smoother drawings with less harsh lines, and a more fluid flow of movement, not as stiff. But to each their own, right?
Some people prefer the more cartoonish style, I prefer a more anime style.

It is well written - the satire is clearly there. And it has a stellar vocal cast with Steve Yeung, JK Simmons, Seth Rogan, Sandra Oh, Mark Hammil, Walter Goggins, Clancy Brown... It's actually funny in places.
And JK Simmons character is clearly a dark satirical take on Superman.

I was going to give up on it, until the twist in Episode 1, and have decided to stick with it to see where its going. Also the demon detective who basically looks like a satirical take on Hellboy, as voiced by Brown, is kind of worth it.

Tried Hazbin Hotel - also on Prime, but the animation was giving me a headache, so I gave up. I was having troubles telling characters and images apart, everything was in shades of pink, red, and black. And the voices were grating. It's not working for me. Also too cartoony, and I don't tend to like most cartoons. I'm an anime fan not a cartoon fan - and yes there is a difference.

The set-up of this? Princess Morningstar (daughter of Lilith and Lucifer) wants to set up a world where free will reigns and souls can live more freely. Apparently heaven exterminates half the souls in hell every so often to keep them from raising an army against heaven. After the last extermination campaign, with her parents elsewhere (although only Lilith is mentioned), the Princess sets up a hotel to reform lost souls and save them by sending them to heaven.

The other reason I gave up on this - is Judeo/Christian mythology tends to ignore me on account of it being over done and annoyingly binary, sexist, and preachy. I'd rather we focus on other mythos for a bit.

My kitchen sink is making gargaling sounds again. It's fine, but unnerving when it does that. Oh it stopped. Off to make dinner and tomorrow's lunch.
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Sitting here in my jammies, with a robe on, drinking calming tea. Preparing for bed.

Not tired yet, due to impromptu nap around 11 am this morning.

Anger has been an issue the last few weeks, along with irritability. Every January since 2022, I want to kill Bright Young Thing. This is getting exhausting. Then, somehow, it passes, I get over it, and we start the whole process again, rinse and repeat.

I'm hoping this year pans out differently, but with my job still intact.

When I'm worried and feeling insecure about things - the internet does a very good job of making me feel even more so. Why is that? Not so much Dreamdwidth - which is my home and safe haven on the net and has been since I fled Live Journal (which used to be). I actually prefer Dream Width, there's no kerfuffles or angry posts. Mainly because I'm not really in a fandom arguing over characters, or fighting over politics. We're all like-minded at the moment or for the most part.

It's the anniversary of the ATPOBTVS & ATS Board, which started in January of 1999 (I know this because Masq posted about it on FB today). I joined in late April of 2002, following a meta I wrote - which someone had asked my permission to repost to that board. And I got curious and wandered over. I discovered it was among the few fandom boards or discussion boards - where you could rationally and calmly discuss characters, plots, storylines, and analyze them with like-minded souls - and very little argument. Oh we had debates, and we lost our tempers, but overall it was pretty tame. 75% of it was kerfuffle free. And I've not seen its like since. I think the reason it was so calm - was it was monitored by people in their thirties and forties, scholars, and academics. And the people on it - were more interested in analyzing the story, speculating about where it was going, then reacting emotionally to it? Or pushing a specific character or ship.

Having lurked on the fringes of other fandoms, or attempted to interact with them (*cough*GeneralHospital*cough* and cough*X-men*cough) - I really appreciate the ATPOBTVS board.

My weekly goals are minor ones:

1. To get my blood sugar down. And stop eating chocolate bars. (I'm eating organic gluten free dark chocolate with either toffee, gluten free pretzel, or almond butter in it.) Basically stop eating desert and carbs. Which is hard (I miss oatmeal in the morning).

2. Work on my book in the evenings, I want to finish the second draft by the end of January, if possible.

3. Complete my work goals (which I can't really write about here).

4. Try to exercise more.

See minor goals. And not lose my temper or let my irritability get the better of me.

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Books that I'm working my way through? I'm in a reading slump, so I've been dabbling in more than one book at a time, with little grabbing my interest.

* My Name is Barbara - I've finished about 16 hours of this book, and have about 15 to go or thereabouts. It's a 46 hour book.

After regaling me with the ins and outs of Yentle, we moved on to her affairs with Jon Peters, Peter Matz, Richard Baskin, and Don Johnson (who I'd forgotten about, and damn I was happy forgetting about that one - that pairing never made sense to me). She also talks about her benefit concerts, the film Nuts (and why it didn't work), and attempting to film The Normal Heart (a play she'd fallen in love with in the 1980s and was obsessed with, but ran into problems with the playwright and ultimately lost it to Ryan Murphy).

Out takes?
Read more... )

Other books? Outside of a lot of digital comic books - which don't require a long attention span, and I read before bed...

* I Will Repay by Baroness Orczy the same woman who wrote The Scarlet Pimpernell, and this is actually a story within that same universe and series. The Pimpernell pops up, but as a supporting character. It's a sequel to the original novel, yet comes third in the series, after Sir Percy Leads the Band, and before That Elusive Pimpernel.

I like her writing style - there's none of the pining or yearning, it's straight forward and in an odd way, somewhat snarky about the upper crust or elite. Considering she wrote this in the 1800s/early 1900s or thereabouts, I was impressed.

Baroness Emma Orczy (full name: Emma Magdalena Rozália Mária Jozefa Borbála Orczy de Orci) (/ˈɔːrtsiː/; 23 September 1865 – 12 November 1947), usually known as Baroness Orczy (the name under which she was published) or to her family and friends as Emmuska Orczy, was a Hungarian-born British novelist and playwright. She is best known for her series of novels featuring the Scarlet Pimpernel, the alter ego of Sir Percy Blakeney, a wealthy English fop who turns into a quick-thinking escape artist in order to save French aristocrats from "Madame Guillotine" during the French Revolution, establishing the "hero with a secret identity" in popular culture

* We Could Be So Good by Cat Sebastian - this is a homosexual romance that appears to take place in the 1950s? It's in the US, between two male reporters. This is a nitch - ie. m/m by female heterosexual writers. (At least I think the writer is heterosexual, I may be wrong about that. But I'm pretty certain. Ellen Kurshner is not. I know I'm on Twitter and Bluesky, and they tell us.)

I'm struggling to get into it - too much pining and yearning. Apparently this happens regardless of gender?

* Paladin's Grace - I'm thinking that I don't care about perfume as much as the writer does? Or soliders? I don't. Also, there's a lot of pining, and yearning, in italics, and normally this wouldn't bother me - but I think I'm burned out on the genre?

* Yellowface - first person narration, where the protagonist is whinging about a POC writer who is getting all the accolades and she isn't. And I'm annoyed. It's a satire about the publishing industry and I don't know if I'll make it through it. I may gift it to Wales, who doesn't have any chips on her shoulder about the publishing industry to get in the way of a good read.

See? Reading slump. I may read the hard cover book I got for Christmas, or go back to the Marlon James paper back fantasy novel, or The Witch King.
Right now sticking with I Will Repay. (It has an enemies to lovers story, plus Scarlet Pimpernel - so...).

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