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Mar. 24th, 2024 08:46 pm1.) Dreading work tomorrow - I'm being forced to move cubicles, leaving the one I've gotten used to for one near Babs for no rational reason, except management got bored and decided to play musical cubicles. And BOSS decided to take a big shit on his way out the door as a parting gift - something to remember him by. He's spending the next month in France at the French Open.
I'm kind of hoping France has a spat of nasty weather.
Mostly I'm worried about the computer set-up, our IT department is not the best in the Universe (I work for a government agency, we get the dregs.)
Feeling a little lost in my life at the moment. Like I don't quite belong anywhere nor am I really wanted. It is most likely temporary and all in my head.
2) Mother found out this weekend that her friend MG has stage 3 or 4 cancer in the kidney and lymph nodes. (MG = Mean Girlfriend, is the woman I've been talking about for the past two years in this journal off and on, and is one of my mother's closest friends for over twenty-six years.) ( Read more... )
3. I've been struggling with anger lately. I desperately want to punch the world in the nose. Give it a bloody nose and a black eye. But alas I can't.
It's futile anger. It can't go anywhere.
Born of rejection, frustration, and lack of control over various portions of my life.
Decided not to go to my church this morning - my body was adamant, it did not want to go. ( Read more... )
4. Television
* Watched Nolly on Masterpiece, had to buy the first episode. For about $2.99. Because I missed last week's. It's about Noele Gordon, who is a long-running soap star on CrossRoads, having started on television in 1935. In 1975, they decide somewhat arbitrarily it seems to sack her. It stars Helena Bonham Carter as Nolly. It's playing on PBS, I just missed the first episode.
* Ark: The Animated Series - well animated and put together. It's Australian. And pro-climate/environmental issues, also pro LGBTA, and diverse. The Heroine is an Australian Aboriginal Paleontologist. She wakes up in the middle of the ocean, and is chased by a shark to land. No idea where or when she is - and runs across some guy from the 1940s, she's from the 21st Century or our time.
She's as far as I can tell, a lesbian. And was married to a woman, Victoria, voiced by Elliot Page. Michelle Yeoh plays a female warrior that befriends her.
Made it through about two episodes so far. All have dropped. It's on Paramount Plus.
Hmm. Sleepy. Thinking of going to bed earlier tonight, maybe read a little, and take melatonin. I bought some more - straight melatonin, 10 mg tablets.
I'm kind of hoping France has a spat of nasty weather.
Mostly I'm worried about the computer set-up, our IT department is not the best in the Universe (I work for a government agency, we get the dregs.)
Feeling a little lost in my life at the moment. Like I don't quite belong anywhere nor am I really wanted. It is most likely temporary and all in my head.
2) Mother found out this weekend that her friend MG has stage 3 or 4 cancer in the kidney and lymph nodes. (MG = Mean Girlfriend, is the woman I've been talking about for the past two years in this journal off and on, and is one of my mother's closest friends for over twenty-six years.) ( Read more... )
3. I've been struggling with anger lately. I desperately want to punch the world in the nose. Give it a bloody nose and a black eye. But alas I can't.
It's futile anger. It can't go anywhere.
Born of rejection, frustration, and lack of control over various portions of my life.
Decided not to go to my church this morning - my body was adamant, it did not want to go. ( Read more... )
4. Television
* Watched Nolly on Masterpiece, had to buy the first episode. For about $2.99. Because I missed last week's. It's about Noele Gordon, who is a long-running soap star on CrossRoads, having started on television in 1935. In 1975, they decide somewhat arbitrarily it seems to sack her. It stars Helena Bonham Carter as Nolly. It's playing on PBS, I just missed the first episode.
* Ark: The Animated Series - well animated and put together. It's Australian. And pro-climate/environmental issues, also pro LGBTA, and diverse. The Heroine is an Australian Aboriginal Paleontologist. She wakes up in the middle of the ocean, and is chased by a shark to land. No idea where or when she is - and runs across some guy from the 1940s, she's from the 21st Century or our time.
She's as far as I can tell, a lesbian. And was married to a woman, Victoria, voiced by Elliot Page. Michelle Yeoh plays a female warrior that befriends her.
Made it through about two episodes so far. All have dropped. It's on Paramount Plus.
Hmm. Sleepy. Thinking of going to bed earlier tonight, maybe read a little, and take melatonin. I bought some more - straight melatonin, 10 mg tablets.