Day #9 of 2nd Year of Pandemic
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shadowkatWell my brother and his wife got their first dose of the vaccine. Bro got the moderna, side effects were sore arm and fatigue. Mother told him that we think it had jump started my period - so he warned his wife.
Spring sunset outside my window - at 7:17 pm tonight.
I admit, I like having longer days. I tend to like sunlight. I could never live in the far north.
Watched the first two episodes of The Falcon and the Winter Solider. The best thing about it is the banter between Bucky and Sam. Marvel's plots and world-building isn't as interesting as its banter. It's also very militaristic at times - too much Shield, and too much Supersolider Corps. Most of the superheroes in the MCU tend to be of enhanced humans. (I miss the X-men. I'm not, generally speaking an Avengers fan, except for the movies. In the comics - The Avengers are well...let's just say, I prefer Justice League, and leave it at that? No? Probably should be clearer - in the comics, they are kind of the "conservative" version of the Justice League. Although Ta-Nehsi Coates recently rebooted Captain America, so that could have changed.) I should review this elsewhere, shouldn't I?
I'm not longer obsessing about Justice League. I figured out what I needed to figure out and am done with it now. If you want to know what that was? Read the posts.
More and more posts on FB about folks being able to spend quality time with family members. While, I don't know when I'll be able to see mine. I feel like I've screwed up and am being punished. It makes me angry and want to lash out at people. But meditation has helped me figure out how to let go of these thoughts, breath, and not give in. Even without the pandemic - I couldn't visit my mother right now - she can't walk. And I couldn't help her - I'd just add stress and be in the way. The pandemic at least provides an excuse - outside of, I don't drive, she can't walk, and I'm a horrid care-giver.
Headache was back again today - due to barometric pressure shift - the temperatures changed, again. But hey pretty sunset. And it did go away finally.
Spring sunset outside my window - at 7:17 pm tonight.
I admit, I like having longer days. I tend to like sunlight. I could never live in the far north.
Watched the first two episodes of The Falcon and the Winter Solider. The best thing about it is the banter between Bucky and Sam. Marvel's plots and world-building isn't as interesting as its banter. It's also very militaristic at times - too much Shield, and too much Supersolider Corps. Most of the superheroes in the MCU tend to be of enhanced humans. (I miss the X-men. I'm not, generally speaking an Avengers fan, except for the movies. In the comics - The Avengers are well...let's just say, I prefer Justice League, and leave it at that? No? Probably should be clearer - in the comics, they are kind of the "conservative" version of the Justice League. Although Ta-Nehsi Coates recently rebooted Captain America, so that could have changed.) I should review this elsewhere, shouldn't I?
I'm not longer obsessing about Justice League. I figured out what I needed to figure out and am done with it now. If you want to know what that was? Read the posts.
More and more posts on FB about folks being able to spend quality time with family members. While, I don't know when I'll be able to see mine. I feel like I've screwed up and am being punished. It makes me angry and want to lash out at people. But meditation has helped me figure out how to let go of these thoughts, breath, and not give in. Even without the pandemic - I couldn't visit my mother right now - she can't walk. And I couldn't help her - I'd just add stress and be in the way. The pandemic at least provides an excuse - outside of, I don't drive, she can't walk, and I'm a horrid care-giver.
Headache was back again today - due to barometric pressure shift - the temperatures changed, again. But hey pretty sunset. And it did go away finally.
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Date: 2021-03-29 12:40 am (UTC)But it did come out better than expected. Thank you.