Pushing Square Pegs in Round Holes

I've been trying to write a live journal entry all day, but the words don't feel right. Almost as if I no longer trust my ability for syntax. Each time I attempt to write something I feel as if I'm trying push round pegs into square holes. I've felt that way most of this week - on the posting boards, applying for jobs, reading for class, figuring out my career goals...like I'm a round peg that won't quite fit in any of the square holes currently available.

Long section on jobhunting, tv, fanboards, posters, James Spader, Spike, Angel The Series, and square pegs - possibly a little ranty and rambling in places...it's a mood thing:
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