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Ack! Someone downstairs has either baked chocolat chip cookies or brownies and it smells heavenly. So I have a craving for chocolat chip cookies warm from the oven at midnight? Ugh. The heart-burn. Thankfully I can't go down and get one - it's in the apartment below, methinks, and I barely know them.
Considering posting an incredibly long thing that I've working on, not sure what to call it exactly - not really an essay, sort of a meme. It basically does for ATS what people have been doing for BTVS - it's called the ATS Ranking Meme except with a little twist - I decided to make it a tad more interesting and figure out what the episodes in each category had in common thematically.
"Example: Episode 1: City of ..s2 Judgement, s3 Hearthrob, s4 Deep Down, s5 Conviction
What the episodes have in common? Each episode examines Angel’s state of mind at the beginning of the arc and how he views his situation and the supporting characters with him. What he views their roles to be and their relationship to him. "
Then I go on and analyze why I pick one episode as the best of the bunch and one as the worst of the bunch and why. It's already ten pages long...and I've just made it to episode 12. But, in the process of writing it and thinking it out, I've discovered something sort of interesting - how the writers structure the series and each episode thematically.
In fact - the episodes in each category oddly build on each other and the theme expressed. This is particularly evident on Episode 2 - where I sort of went nuts, because I felt the need to explain my dislike for everyone's favorite episode in that category, and by doing so, I hit upon how the writers approach the idea of distrust and paranoia from several different angles. Yet, something is alluding me in the analysis - in which case, maybe completing it and posting it is a good idea - you never know who will come along and add something. Course by the time I finish this thing, no one will be interested in it because the new episodes will have started. So maybe I should just post what I've already done? And leave the rest for later? That might be the best solution...pondering.
Just so you don't worry about this taking time from my all-important job search, (not that you are...just speaking generally) I'm doing it in between things to blow off frustration or keep myself from pulling my hair out in clumps, job search comes first. Always. Just need to occassionally get away from it, you know? Part of me thinks I shouldn't do that - just work 24/7 on getting a job, but there's only so much you can do. Ugh. The guilt. I know it's not my fault, yet for some reason I keep feeling like it is...very frustrating.
Okay sinus headache coming on - blame the drop in barometric pressure - we're supposed to get snow soon plus frigid temperatures...much fun. Snow in a city is *not* that pretty after it falls - it may be pretty for an hour, and if you're lucky, a day, but after that? You see all the city's grime. It gets yellow and black in places...and you're stepping through it. Methinks I'll hop off to bed now, read a bit, and sleep. Work on this stuff tomorrow. Then again, maybe I'll review and post? Decisions, decisions.
Considering posting an incredibly long thing that I've working on, not sure what to call it exactly - not really an essay, sort of a meme. It basically does for ATS what people have been doing for BTVS - it's called the ATS Ranking Meme except with a little twist - I decided to make it a tad more interesting and figure out what the episodes in each category had in common thematically.
"Example: Episode 1: City of ..s2 Judgement, s3 Hearthrob, s4 Deep Down, s5 Conviction
What the episodes have in common? Each episode examines Angel’s state of mind at the beginning of the arc and how he views his situation and the supporting characters with him. What he views their roles to be and their relationship to him. "
Then I go on and analyze why I pick one episode as the best of the bunch and one as the worst of the bunch and why. It's already ten pages long...and I've just made it to episode 12. But, in the process of writing it and thinking it out, I've discovered something sort of interesting - how the writers structure the series and each episode thematically.
In fact - the episodes in each category oddly build on each other and the theme expressed. This is particularly evident on Episode 2 - where I sort of went nuts, because I felt the need to explain my dislike for everyone's favorite episode in that category, and by doing so, I hit upon how the writers approach the idea of distrust and paranoia from several different angles. Yet, something is alluding me in the analysis - in which case, maybe completing it and posting it is a good idea - you never know who will come along and add something. Course by the time I finish this thing, no one will be interested in it because the new episodes will have started. So maybe I should just post what I've already done? And leave the rest for later? That might be the best solution...pondering.
Just so you don't worry about this taking time from my all-important job search, (not that you are...just speaking generally) I'm doing it in between things to blow off frustration or keep myself from pulling my hair out in clumps, job search comes first. Always. Just need to occassionally get away from it, you know? Part of me thinks I shouldn't do that - just work 24/7 on getting a job, but there's only so much you can do. Ugh. The guilt. I know it's not my fault, yet for some reason I keep feeling like it is...very frustrating.
Okay sinus headache coming on - blame the drop in barometric pressure - we're supposed to get snow soon plus frigid temperatures...much fun. Snow in a city is *not* that pretty after it falls - it may be pretty for an hour, and if you're lucky, a day, but after that? You see all the city's grime. It gets yellow and black in places...and you're stepping through it. Methinks I'll hop off to bed now, read a bit, and sleep. Work on this stuff tomorrow. Then again, maybe I'll review and post? Decisions, decisions.