
My mood lifted considerably once I entered the cemetery today after work. After several days of rain and overcast skies, it was a crystal blue sky day today - with barely a crisp of cloud in the sky. Birds were a-twitter. And flowers blooming. My allergies were also in full bloom but what can you do.

Spring - feels at times as if Nature got bored and took up impressionist painting. Enough with these drab old colors - time to go wild.

Took a happy CBD pill today, which helped. Then worried that the reason I was feeling depressed, lethargic, and having troubles losing weight was thyroid. So I checked my last lab test results - taken in December by the gynecologist. No, it's not thyroid. Then I thought about it - and realized, well of course you are depressed. Hello. Pandemic. In big city. Alone. Seriously? Why wouldn't you be? Also, peri-menopause/menopause, and you've other issues.

Also walked around Greenwood Cemetery and took lots of photos of flowers.
The J&J apparently has the same issues as the AstraZenca - can't say I'm surprised, they are somewhat similar in construction. Apparently six people came down with severe blood clotting from J&J. Keep in mind this is not six out of ten who took the vaccine, this is six out of 15 million. So, I think they may be over-reacting? Also it's only women. I got slightly worried about the folks I know that got the J&J, then reminded myself that so did the Governor and Mayor. They seem fine.
But NY is one of the states that agreed to pause. It also freaked out regarding the pause.
CDC: There may be a problem with the J&J, we'd like you to pause on distribution of that one until further notice.
NY: Wait? What??
CDC: It's nothing serious, a few people got severe blood clots, we just want to be safe.
NY: But, that'll cause a major problem in us reaching our goal. What about our economy? What about Broadway? And restaurants? And sporting events? And returning to the office? And tourism! And hotels! Nooo!
CDC: It'll be fine. You just have to slow down a bit.
NY: Ack! Ack!
Note not all the states paused. California kind of went, eh, frak that, we're moving forward as planned.
The dominant strand in the US is now the British variant.
US: Thank you Britain, we really appreciate the gift. Please let us know what we can send you return?? Sincerely, the US.
Britain: Eh, no problem. And no need to send anything back. We're fine thanks. Just beginning to open up actually. How's that J&J one dose thing going for you?

Other than that? Slow day. Not a lot to report. Hanging in there. I may make gluten free bread tomorrow - I've got two bread mixes. Or I'll wait until Thursday, when it's raining.
It's funny how a little sunshine and flowers can lighten a mood.