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I woke up in a decent mood and started the day, happy and carefree - yet by the end of it? Grumpy. I think the world likes to chip away at us at times?
Also it's raining, and my right leg is bothering me again. It was fine this morning - more or less, but started bugging me again at lunch time. To cheer myself up - I got a discounted Grand Central mouse pad/post-card, and a NYC 2025 Guide Book (both discounted off by 20%). Also, got a matcha latte. (I'm in love with matcha lattes - with almond milk - they are unsweetened, have almost no calories, and healthy). Sitting at home now, with a heating pad on my back.

1. The Truth About Why You Keep Waking Up at 3AM

I've basically done everything that has been suggested. I'm working on the diet bit - because I think that may be a factor. I realized that my sleep deprivation over the years is most likely why I have some of the health issues that I currently have - well that and menopause and ceiliac disease are probably factors, plus genetics. Honestly there's never one solution or one cause, if there was, the pharmaceutical industry would be out of business.

2. My Buffy Re-Watch - has made me aware of a few things? I'm still in S2.
Read more... )

3. I do not know what to make of Amanda Palmer. I tried to unsubscribe to her Patreon, but it keeps popping up in my inbox. And I keep deleting. And she keeps talking about how all she does is love, gets browbeaten by trolls, but fights back, and can't talk about what happened until the lawsuit is over. I feel sorry for her - she gets trolled, but I also think that she's been infected by Fame and can't let go of the addiction? What I don't get is why people troll her? I get the anger? But trolling solves little? We're all flawed, let people be.

4. Bono (U2) of all people gave me a smattering of hope today.

Bono on Jimmy Kimmel Live

Kimmel asks him where he stands on the Trump vs. Springsteen issue. He's of course in Springsteen's corner...yada yada yada. But what he says that gave me a smattering of hope is this: "I founded a non-profit bipartisan foundation called ONE and it is made up of a lot of conservative and highly religious people, Anglicans, Catholics, Fundamentalist Christians, etc and they are VERY angry about what the person they voted for is doing to their country and how he is dismantling various fundamental and important life saving aid programs such as US AID and the Peace Corps which have saved millions of lives from AIDS and other diseases and poverty around the world. Taking away programs of compassion and kindness - which are what America is all about. What we are about. So angry that trust me on this, they and we are about to make a lot of good trouble."

I can't emphasize this enough to anyone who stumbles upon my journal, there are numerous coalitions forming around the United States and Globally to fight this administration and it's project 2025 plan. And they are growing daily.

5. MTA vs. the Federal Government.

Tee Hee, the MTA is winning!

MTA: The Feds want us to give up congestion pricing and tell us how to control traffic and transportation in our city. But the Federal court prevented them from vindictively punishing us by removing Federal funding. We are not giving it up. Look here? The New York Times dug deep and proved it is working.

I feel sorry for the MTA, they are fighting everybody. Including idiotic talk radio hosts who think the subways are dangerous. They are not dangerous. I take the subways twice daily, five days a week and sometimes on weekends and to doctor's appointments, basically everywhere. They are safer than cars or buses. And far less stressful. Not to mention cheaper.

Very few people die on the subway. The worst thing I've seen on the subway was a man who was scarred from third degree burns on every inch of his body and begging for money. Also once during the pandemic - a homeless man with a knife. But we were perfectly safe - the conductor stopped the train, got us all off, and called for assistance at the next station.
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But, my health is bouncing back. I have energy again. I'm not insanely tired all the time. Also the brain fog is for the most part gone. Yes, there is life after COVID. Although still have lingering cough - no doubt due to allergies.

Just hope my niece comes through okay. She experienced "shortness of breath today" and it scared her. So she went to the health clinic - but they couldn't help. Instead, her parents, who are in NYC, convinced niece to go to the emergency room. So niece spent four hours in a London Emergency Room. They told her that her chest was clear and she was fine. (I actually had a little of it too - but I'm in my fifties, and have had it before, and did the breathing tests that my Aunt taught me. ) Poor niece is all alone in London, self-isolating, her roommate is elsewhere. And she has a final exam on Friday in International Law, which is eight hours long, and several essays, and she still has to study for it, so can't just relax and veg.

I worry about her. Her parents wish they could come and take care of her. I've been texting her back and forth as well - and let her know I had the shortness of breath too - it feels like the wind has been kicked out of you.

In other news, regarding COVID - NYC is now under high alert - the case level has risen to almost 10%, and is on the rise. The hospitals however are still okay - so they've not imposed the restrictions as of yet, but they are asking everyone to wear masks indoors and in public areas, also on public transportation. Not everyone is - because, sigh, people.

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Commute

I need to set this up right. I take the G subway train every morning at around 6:40 - 6:45 am. I leave my house at 6:30-6:31, and it takes me about five to ten minutes to get to the train, which stops halfway down the platform.

The first and last stop on the G is Church Avenue, my stop. The Southbound train stops at Church, they take it out of service, clean it, and empty it, and circle it around to take the next group of passengers north to Court Square. (I get off about 10-15 stops at Fulton St or twenty minute ride. )
Sometimes you have to wait for it , and the conductor who gets on it at the same time we do.

This morning, I ran to catch it - it clearly was running a bit later than usual and was full. I wondered why? Apparently there was a homeless guy at the very back of the car, or away from the conductor's cab. I was in the last car. It's a six car train - since the G is always smaller than other trains which are usually twelve cars. G's tend to be six to eight cars.
The homeless man had a very full grocery cart with all his earthly possessions, not a lot of clothes on, was filthy, and rambling. People understandably gave him a wide berth. He'd camped out at the end of the train, wasn't wearing a mask, and it was best to move as far away as possible.
adventures in NYC commuting during pandemics )

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Dyslexia and Learning

Good and Bad News. NYC to Mandate Dyslexic Screening for all Students and Phonics in Elementary Schools

Good? Dyslexia Screening.
Bad? Mandating Phonics - Phonics was first dictated in the 1970s, Michael Landon got behind it. And it was introduced in all the schools at the time. The next best thing. It is also the reason I couldn't learn how to read until the second grade. And I wasn't alone, a lot of kids couldn't learn to read because of Phonics. My second grade teacher figured it out, Mrs. Viola. I'll never forget her. I desperately wanted to learn how to read - and she taught me and several other students - by pulling out an old sight and sound reader, it was the Dick and Jane books from he 1950s. See Dick. See Jane. Suddenly reading made sense to me. It wasn't a bunch of weird ass sounds that connected to nothing and sounded like machinery grinding together. It made sense. I thought visually. And the pictures didn't flip around on me. If it weren't for the Sight and Sound readers - I don't know if I would have learned to read. Phonics had been the bane of my existence, and I've met many others in my life who said the same thing.

It would help if people understood dyslexia better than they do. It's not just flipping letters around, or words around. It's far more complex than that. I remember a friend trying to explain it to two mutual friends doing a paper on dyslexia. They didn't have it. She said it was close to impossible to explain it to them - it's how she thought and viewed the world, she didn't know the other way - or how they saw things. It was normal for her.

Same. how I found out I was dyslexic or my journey with dyslexia )
I could go on and on...but my point is merely this, no one form of education should be mandated. You are actively discriminating against the poor students who cannot learn that way, and that's cruel. No student should be made to feel stupid or less than because they can't learn the way that is currently mandated or dictated by some well-meaning adult who has never met them.

We do not live in a one size fits all world, no matter how much we wish we did.

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Off to bed. Sorry for the long entry. It happens.
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1. Finished reading The Other Guy's Bride by Connie Brockway, which was okay. I agree with [personal profile] shipperx's assessment of it. The ending was a bit silly. And the love scenes felt like satire...or just fell out of nowhere. Brockway isn't good at building a sex scene or writing one, they are unintentionally humorous. I think sex scenes are really hard to write well. Few men can do it, so they avoid or they deliberately right bad ones. *cough*ThomasPynchon*cough*. I think The Last Hellion by Loretta Chase was a tad more subversive though. The heroine is smarter and tougher in that romance, she saves the hero. Actually in most of Chase's novels the heroine saves the hero...which I found interesting. Spent a good portion of the morning reading it. Then watched the abysmal The River - people find this show scary? I don't find it scary. Maybe in a tepid sense. Somewhat grating and silly, but not scary. Also oddly predictable. I baked brownies and made icing during it. Not because I want to eat the brownies or the icing, I don't really. I just wanted to make them. Now I need to figure out what to do with it. If they weren't gluten-free I'd take them to church and to work. I could, but I'd have to lie to people. Because people who aren't on gluten-free diets refuse to try gluten-free baked goods. Weird, I know, but there it is.

2. I love trains. Was thinking about this the other day...I'm in the wrong country or continent. I should have been born European - they have cool trains. Did you know one of the fastest trains in the world is in France?




Isn't that cool? And still safer than driving or buses.

Compare to the 1955 World Speed Record - also France.
1955 video of fastest Locomotive...also entirely in French )

The reason trains are safer is that they are more controlled. Set brakes, lots of safety mechanisms in place. While cars and buses really don't have any. You can't control the other drivers, or road conditions etc. While with trains, the tracks are maintained, checked continuously, and if an engineer falls asleep or is drunk, it isn't a major problem, because there are automatic brake and control mechanisms in place. Is it perfect? Of course not. Are there derailments? Of course. But far less than car accidents or bus accidents. I work in the field of transportation, and I spent hours discussing this with a switch signal engineer.
more reasons why I prefer trains to cars. )

3. How to know you are a geek?

* You can list off the top of your head every Star Trek series that has been on TV and all of the movies...and well you know all the characters more or less by name.
* You know who Joss Whedon is. More importantly you can tell people all the shows he wrote.
And list your favorites.
* You have a weird knowledge of arcane facts and trivia that blows people's minds.
* You actually identify with the cast of Big Bang Theory and Community.

There are others...but my neck hurts and I want to watch Merlin and I'm not sure anyone is really reading this anyway. If so, feel free to list at will in comments or not as the case may be.

4. I'm about to give up on Ringer. I don't like anyone but the poor husband, Andrew, who I am starting to feel really sorry for. The poor guy is being scammed by everyone in his life, talk about your schmuck's. His daughter, his wife, her twin sister, his business partner, his friend, and the new head of one of his companies. Sad. I can't think what he has done to deserve this. Except that he has really bad taste in women. Oddly misogynistic series. It wants to be femme noir, but isn't quite cutting it.

Revenge on the other hand is a lot of fun. Don't have a great deal to say about it, except that it entertains me. And spoilers for last episode )

This show unlike Ringer is written tightly and does achieve a noirish tone, also all the characters are interesting, somewhat likable, and complex.


The Vamp Diaries - a bit slower this week, but some nice cliff-hangy moments. spoilers )

* Secret Circle - spoilers )
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Great work day - had so much adrenaline, partly from the medium chai latte that I had after lunch, that I got off the train, darted into Target, bought a microwave and manually lugged it home.

To fully appreciate this - you should know the following: I did not use a car. I carried the microwave down an escalator to the first floor of Target, stood in line, bought it, carried it to the elevator, held it in the elevator, carried it to the street, down three blocks, down two flights of steeps to the subway. Set it down. Picked it up when the train arrived. Carried it into the subway. Sat with it on my lap. Carried it out of the train and down the equivalent of one incredibly long block and a half, then up three flights of steps to my apartment. I set it down four times on the way. It wasn't that expensive - about $50.
And I'd say about 100 pounds. Not sure. It's a 700 watt, 7 cubic microwave.

After setting it up, took off again and walked six blocks to pick up groceries (was out of gluten-free cereal) then back. Decided to do piliates in lieu of the gym, since the hike with the microwave sort of was the equivalent of a two hour work-out.

Work? Ah. I went on another site tour. Really enjoying these site tours. A site tour is visiting the construction site that requires rehabilitation, construction, demolition and (in my case) abatement of hazardous waste such as lead, mercury, pcb chemicals and asbestos. I go with the project manager, usually a specialist in hazaderous waste and/or an engineer, listen to the technical specs with the contractors who have been contacted to bid on the job, and inform them to contact me regarding questions, etc. Today we visited two train substations. A substation is the fueling station for the train or utlity unit. Train's are electric. So this is basically an electrical utility station, with high voltage cables and negative man-holes. You've seen them - they have reinforced metal fences around them, and lots of electrical cables and transformers. When I went into one of the active station's, every four or five minutes I could hear a buzz of the electricity going through the wires. The electrician in charge explained, in a thick Caribbean accent, somewhat lyrical in rhythm, that the buzz was when the AC went to DC and vice versa. AC was a low calibre and DC was high calibre wattage. The wattage increased whenever a train came through, then decreased once the train was gone.
The cables are wrapped in plastic - because it is highly durable, not biogradeable and doesn't break down. Then they were wrapped in asbestos, because asbestos is a highly durable substance, can't be broken down, or dispersed, and lasts forever. Unfortunately when you inhale it - it will latch onto your lung and act much the same way it does with the cables, except unlike the cables it strangles your lung. It would be fine if it wasn't possible to inhale it. Also, it causes cancer - so does prolonged exposure to electricity and other contaminates - hence the reason Long Island, NY has such a high probability of breast and lung cancer. Steve McQueen apparently got lung cancer from working with asbestos as a teenager.

We also discussed Govenor Eliot Spitzer - who is not having a good year. He got caught commissioning a prostitute to cross state lines. Everyone wants him to resign. If he does, Patterson will become the new governor, and will be the first African-American and legally blind governor in New York state history.

Fun day, with lots of cool conversations, very busy, got two things accomplished out of fifty. But am happy. Would much rather be busy and stressed than bored. Boredom is the root of all evil.

Going to take a hot shower, go to bed and maybe read a bit more of Kim Harrison. I'm apparently the only person who finds her writing really funny. A lot funnier than Charlain Harris, who after a while, I found fairly predictable and somewhat grating, not to mention dumb. Sookie Stackhouse basically thinks with her crotch, much like Stephanie Plum. Charlian Harris writes a bit like Janet Evanoich - her characters are stupid and we laugh at their stupidity. Although Hard Eight, the last Evanovich book I read did have two or three comedic sequences that were darkly situational - one involved a guy dressed in a rabbit suit, with his dick hanging out, incoherently threatening the heroine and her sex-starved 85 year old grandmother - which was insanely funny. Doesn't sound funny, I know. You'd have to read it to understand - it was again, laughter at the situation not the character, very tough to do.

Kim Harris writes a bit like Jim Butcher and Carl Hianssion and Elmore Leonard, her characters are sly, sarcastic and wickedly smart and we laugh with them at the crazy situations they find themselves in. It's black humor - because the situations are usually pretty grisely. I'm a huge fan of situational black humor - laughing at horrible situations. The more absurd the better. Like a demon showing up in a Englishman's attire and named Al. That makes me laugh for some reason. Humor - seems to be different for everyone.
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